For You

A/N: I was bored and watching Charmed. A bad combination for me when my lap top is on. Anywhoo, I suddenly got the idea, what if Biavian died? Sorry Teffy love. This poem is for Mouira, who lost his life with his lover, and for everyone who has lost and not regained. Every loss makes us who we are; every piece broken off shapes our reflection. Is that why I hate mirrors now?

~Avari de Lioncourt

Every smile,

The softness of your eyes

I never knew the color of lust,

My color,

Could be so gentle.

Then there are the times

Were the times….

All those words,

I won't change them

I wouldn't loose them.

Memory can fade from this world but I'll remember you.

I hated you

I let that blind me and turn my world into chaos.

I couldn't say it,

Simple words I once confessed to your attentive ear.

We hurt.

We held.

Between tears

Of love and hate

You became all I needed to live.

Now…

One moment in my arms and then its gone.

Like a dream upon waking.

With nothing left but tears.

Crystal on my pillow.

All I have is a broken mirror,

Whole, but broken

Because it will not show you.

For you…

You are my love;

For you…

You were my existence.

For you…

Because I can not be anymore.

Because I…

I love you….