A/N: hey, i talk about being brother and sister, but i dont mean blood, i mean we've known each other so long thats how it feels

why do i have to be in love with you?
why do you have to be my bestfriend?
why do you have to call me your 'sister'?
why do i call you my 'brother' when i want you to be more?
i wish you would look at me like i look at you
i know you dont feel the same about me
so i hide my feeling for as long as i can
but it hurts
whenever i see you you always hug me
you even hold my hand sometimes
well i wanna feel they way you make me feel when i'm with you all the time
i wish you did that casue you loved me like i love you
i want to hug you
and kiss you
and hold your hand every minute of every day
but i hate that you dont look at me the same way
but i love that you always make me laugh
we can tell each other anything
and i love it
i know you tell me things you dont tell other people
you tell me about your 'problems'
well i'm sorry i didn't tell you everything
it's not that i didn't trust you as much as you trust me
it's just i dont know how to tell you
so here go's
i love you