sometimes i feel
like i cannot breathe
like i my soul is wrenched
into a tiny knot

sometimes i fear
i would fall into darkness
i would lose my light
captive of the shadows

sometimes i think
i may just give up
i may just stop struggling
give in to the pain

i am losing grip
i am falling apart
i am losing grip
i am falling apart

never i knew
if i were going to live
if i were going to die
maybe it were both

never i knew
if i wanted to
if i refused to
do my fight

never i knew
if i could win
if i would lose
the battle in there

i am losing grip
i am falling apart
i am losing grip
i am falling apart

maybe one day i will become strong
strong enough to decide my fate
my fate is not foretold to me anymore

i believe i will...

amor fati
love your destiny