The Silk Web

Come with me and see what others do not, be free of your torment and whiter not. Be gone from this space that crowds you so, and entwine yourself with the
powers you bestow.
Many do not see what I find shimmering inside your soul. Dazzling It sings to me. Enchantment invails you , mystery and beauty shadow you.
Yet when you touch me I feel that still so much is at stake, I tremble Under your seductive caress. You have me trapped now, in your eternal web.
And I do not struggle, take me, and make love to me.
I wish to give you my all, and you do not wait..you take me
And breathe me in and during this time, I find myself lost

Within your passionate body. So content that I'm not

Aware of the seduction you have bestowed upon me.
Of what you will take, while I am trapped in this spider web
Made of silk sheets. Dressed to flatter and
Did I know what I would loose that day.
Never did I see it coming..the loss of what can not
Be regained, something that was once precious is now gone,
Because I was your seduction, caught in your
Eternal spinning web.

Heart Felt

Life slips from my eyes.... Shattered and sheltered.... Hot tears consume my eyes and stain my face of the heartless misery.... Why when I look at you I feel so compelled to cry, yet to love. The world shatters underneath
my heavenly wings and I wait for your embrace, yet you do not hold onto
me.... Tumbling father my world becomes clouded.... And will your arms
still hold me tonight? and your eyes...consume me.... Don't turn your back...and just pretend that your heart stills needs me.... I feel I've let
you down.... And I've give anything, my heart, my soul, to bring you up
again...You let me fall, my wings broken.. I wish I could live forever again in your rhythm of your heart still beats through me.. You were my enchanter.. That became my addiction is what you I lay here.. Now broken and more tears to cry. My eyes empty of all emotion, dead and still .when you told me you loved me did you know it
would take me the rest of my get over the feeling of knowing a
dream didn't turn out right.. When you let me believe that you were incomplete without me by your side.. How could I know.. That you would go.. That you would run.. How could have been so dumb, for I thought you were
the one.

Sinner

I've taken a turn.... Down a path with no lights...no warnings.... No hope.... I've become so distant now, so distachted from my body, every emotion numbed from the past. I wish I could see, but every time I pain begins. My body shadowed, Sin rests in my eyes..and the longing of pure ecstasy etched into my soul. My heart bleeds, and I feel stripped and revealed to the world. Unable to survive anymore.I love it when I this longer becomes clear. We are all sinners, in our own way. We all suffer from some sort of Crawls.. As light falls and once again a shadow is cast over my tormented soul, no one truly aware of the experiences I've had to endure, nor will they ever. Constantly hidden, eternally overtaken, it's only a matter of time before I feel I am over thrown again by these sins. So many people I have many have touched perhaps maybe that's pain will never leave.

Bliss

Standing here, I this really could be what forever looks like. Through your eyes, emotions are so clear, the immortal flame of peace and tranquility reflects back into my soul as I see it burning inside of your very being. Your touch causes me to tremble, your embrace makes me weak and again I fall helpless to your seduction. Your tender kiss breaths life back into what I thought was forever lost, your hands exploring every curve of my body, as if it is a pure masterpiece made by GOD sent to you and you alone. Your presence consumes me, your body mesmerizes me, our skin touching tenderly through the entwining of the sheets, your tongue explores the very essence of my inner form. Nobody else makes me feel the way you
do; nobody makes love to way you do.. You've given me all I ever
need; all I want is you. You are more than a lover is, you are my best friend. The way you laugh, and how you speak, and how you look at each new
day. Nobody else takes me where you do, forever in you arms is where I
always intend to be. Never parting from you, for I wish to be apart of
you, here and now. Our bodies connect and mold into one. So much
this be a sin? No mistakes, No pain, he fulfills me completely, You are the strength that I need, and eternally shall you be the light when all others go out. Never Forgetting, Never regretting but
you and I.

Fallen From Grace

Never Mistake this Pain, and do not mock my misery.
Grace under Pressure, Eternally blood drips from my hands,
Always wondering if I'll ever be complete again.
I am my own sacrifice, a victim to the world and I
Wish for a moment you could see me, an not be afraid.

Fallen From Grace, forever reborn. This Soul

Re-used, broken and torn. But live as we may,
We must continue to hide, Fallen from Grace-
Tormented inside.
Our names forsaken, our fate has been destined.
I wish for a moment, my silver to appear-
Implanted on my back for me to carry over the years.
Enslaved in my own prison, I wish to escape,
Be free of this mortifying place.
Reality Rips and Caress' my skin,
My body forever covered with sin.
Fallen from Fate-If only that
Were true, for my fate lingers on me as it dose you.
But we stand together, our silver no longer
Weary from the years we've had to carry.

We stand here together, each one of us forsaken-

Our bodies strengthen as we stand here now,
All Fallen from Grace-For We Fell As One.

Purified Nemesis

You say I can not be forsaken,
Because I'm not the only one-
Awaken you, With a little evil Inside-
I see what's really in you.

What lye's behind those hazel orbs,
Is only for you to know-but you
Can't hide forever in this world that's been
Forever torn.

Learning to walk your own path that you've
Had to rebuild upon you years.
Never forgetting what is said,
But not listening none the less,
You're nothing but a purified nemesis,
A crisis all your own.
Molded by the hands of GOD,
Whom you can't seem to let go.
You're nothing but a Purified Nemesis-

You Say I can not be forsaken,
Because I'm not the only one-
Awaken you-With a little Evil inside-
I see what screams in you.

Evil lurks behind your walls and swims within
Your eyes, it's amazing how you've come this far-
I'd give the credit to that scar.
Self-inflicted wounds won't get you anywhere-
But you realized a long while ago
That they never really cared.

Traumatized and poisoned, as venom seeps deep
Into you skin. Maybe there
Education X-RAY can not see
Under your skin, You Won't
Tell them a damn thing that you could not
Tell your friends.
You've been roaming through this darkness,
Alive but alone-
Apart of you is fighting this-
But Apart of you is gone.

You Say I can not be forsaken, because I'm not the only one-
Awaken you- With a little evil inside-
Your GOD'S own Purified Nemesis
That Won't Hide.

Fly

Falling from this universe is yours and mine

Lets make it ours share. I want to breath life back into you
Can't I try to make you smile? Possibly get you to remember that
Life is precious? I don't want to be your everything, but I wish I
Could give you it all. So let me.

Fly with you, be part of you.
Make you see what fate has in store for you.
Wipe away your tears, which drown you in your misery.
Show you; don't let your life pass you by. Weep not for,
Your Misery.

I speak to you, but you don't really speak back. That part of you,
Locked away for you try and keep it intact.
Don't be afraid to show it,
Even if only I see. It'll be our secret, just you and me.
Let me lift your spirits, if only you would let me inside.
Our greatest glory is never falling, but is rising every
Time we fall.
So let me help you stand, will rise together.
Your soul is beautiul, your heart miserable-
So let me.

Fly with you, be part of you.
Make you see what fate has in store for you.
Wipe away your tears, which drown you in your misery.
Show you; don't let your life pass you by. Weep not for,
Your Misery.
Come to me, grab onto me. My grip is firm and strong-
I will try to never let you fall, something so simple
As a smile is all I yearn to see upon you. So that will
Be my re-ward. To make thy happy is to make one's
Soul let me

Fly with you, be part of you.
Make you see what fate has in store for you.
Wipe away your tears, which drown you in your misery.
Show you; don't let your life pass you by. Weep not for,
Your Misery.
So let me.

Mind Games
Faster faster falling
Back into this vast abyss
Fear not what is showing
But what is hidden for no one to know.

Playing tricks on your mind,
Do you understand I can never be tamed?
Back again, darkness raveshes once again.
Vison of red, strength of a thousand dead
Never seeing what light shines upon my head.
Distant from reality, my emotions dead.

Faster faster falling
Back into this vast abyss
Fear not what is showing
But what is hidden for no one to know.

Can't you see me? No, Don't touch me.
Pure hearted goodness won't save my ass.
But I miss you, I miss your caress.
Why you? Of all people stand near me?
Why don't you just leave me alone..
Shadowed against this pain, you watch
Me from afar, embeded in your guilt
For letting me get this far.

Faster Faster Falling
Back into this vast abyss
Fear not what is showing
But what is hidden for no to know

After all I've put you through
After all I've said and done to you
You stand by me, unable to leave me be.
I wish to leave you, but I know you'll follow me
Never meant to leave you be..

Faster Faster Falling
Back into this vast abyss
Fear not what is showing
But what is hidden for no to know.

Can you really save me?

Turn Away
And away
Locked forever in you gaze
You make me laugh, you make me cry-
Over the years I've felt so empty inside-
Then you came along
And shined a light upon my faire face,
I've been alone, distant and gone
For so long that the only
Thing I really know how
To do is turn away.

Turn away, far away
Distance myself from you
I'm not sure what to say,
When you look at me that way.

The wind whips my face, as I
Stand in the dark shadows.
I know you won't deprive me
Of the way you really feel.
Quite in my corner,
Subjected and alone.
I begin to ponder,
Is it really worth sacrificing so much, but I just
Can't see life going on without you

Turn away, far away-
I try to distance myself from you-
I'm not really sure what to say,
When you look at me that way.

I want to love you,
And only you-
Locked forever in your arms.
I thought such a feeling was dead,
Then you spoke to me-
And I've never been so much more
Alive. I thought I was to lost
To be saved, my horrible mistakes-
That I thought should not be
Forgiven. Yet you smile,
You amaze me, enchant me
Don't wait, I want to give you all that I can.
I know you won't hurt me-
I'm not afraid.
I can't turn away, far away-
I can't distrance myself from you-

And all I an do
When you look at me that way,
Is smile, and cry tears of joy
Because I ese it for the first
Time in eye's of man,
And I couldn't be happier
To see that you are that man.

And I won't turn away,
Not anymore, not to you-
I wish to be wrapped in your wings.
You are an Angel, beautiful is an understatement
For what you are. I just wish I could give you more,
But all I can do, is thank GOD for he's given my hear
To you, and I wouldn't have it any other place.

I won't turn away from you,
My love, for I want more than anything
To be your lady. So we can be each others Love,
For love is of two people of one soul.

And I won't turn away.
My Love.