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She blinked awake and sighed into the
silver reflective darkness. The mood spread through the open curtains that
floated silently in the gentle but cold midnight wind.
Jana rose,
unclenching her stiff fingers from the crimson bed sheets and flexed her naked
shoulders, twisting herself over to quell the vague unsound paranoia that
forever relentlessly flowed within her soul.
The witch sat up fully,
discarding her coverings and stepped onto the firm wooden floorboards with bare
warm feet, letting her ruffled nightdress fall with a soft rustle back to its
full knee-length reach.
Her mind was a spinning confusion of swelling,
conflicting emotions and thoughts. She felt lost and, as her eyes drifted to
stare at the lifeless moon, alone. Its grey light gave her sight to see but it
was no warmth and what deadened her heart more was the remembrance of her
rejection of the fulfilling love offered to her by the man who was forever
haunting her dreams, invited or not.
Jana walked the small distance to the
window ledge and looked into the impassionate glass, staring through to the
reflection caught inside, at the eyes of herself that seemed dark and
unforgiving.
She could not read the emotions and raised her hot fingers to
trace the outline of her cheek. As they lightly stroked the harsh but
beautifully smooth glass, her heat left stains of condensation running in memory
where she had let her digits journey.
Jana closed her eyes from her own
vision and let her forehead rest slowly onto the solid pane while her other hand
drifted to close the source of the breeze as it began to chill her exposed flesh
making it tingle delightfully at the beginning but becoming an irritant that had
to be exterminated.
Sighing tiredly again, she opened her eyes and let out a
startled cry, spinning instantly back to the darkness of her room but there was
no one present. Jana held a hand to her wildly beating heart, resting it on her
erratically rising breast and calmed herself. It had been a product of imagined
and swallowed, walking back to her empty bed, checking the empty room
constantly, still remembering the reflection of the dangerous man who loved her,
vividly watching her, a hand poised, hovering by her neck.
The silk sheets
were overly sensitive to her frightened skin but as Jana forced her fluttering
soul to relax, the longings of sleep slowly seeped back to her muscles and tired
mind, so she tried in vain to forget Sephiroth and fell into the abyss of
dreams.
The morning was fresh, alive, and spring birds called out in the
harmony of nature from tall tree territories, warning other birds to keep away
while hoping to entrance mates to fulfil their wildly passionate dreams of
love.
Jana shook her head, shaking away the strands of raven hair before
brushing her hands over it, capturing them all within the tightly twisting
material of a band.
She gave it a tug then relaxed and smiled out at the
world, at the wild landscape of the old desolate moors she had chosen to train
upon.
Life existed as animals and plants here and only in the far unseeingly
distance was evidence of humanity’s dominance of the earth. Copses of trees
dotted the surrounding low hills but they were few and far between.
Letting
out a long breath, the witch nodded her head to the invisible partner and held
her small and out to the side of her darkly clad body as a black sword shimmered
into reality becoming heavy and solid in her grasping fist. A smirk began to
curl her lips and Jana twisted a move in the beginnings of her trance-like dance
of sword practice. The autumn eyes looked to nothing, concentrating on the
emptiness of her calm mind, falling into a rhythm of dance that was fluid and
unfailing.
The blade arced in the sky, a midnight flow of swift metal,
deadly and fatal in a battle. Its edge sliced the crisp air, graceful as its
owner that stepped and leapt, feral across the ground, through the low purple
heathers and verdant mosses. Both swept like a shadow oblivious to nature, but
alert, senses alive and tuned to all life, hearing that life live and knowing
joy in that knowledge.
As Jana swung the sword and her wrist in a circular
arc to end her dance in a vicious twist of swirling weaponry, she breathed
heavily and let reality rush back. Cold metal was placed dangerously close to
her throat, held from behind. The young woman jumped away turning, and held up
her own sword in defence, yet the silver blade was now simply reversed to lay
against the other side of her neck, with her assailant in clear view. Jana had
known who it was but seeing him again, so close, so beautifully evil, was as if
falling into a dream. He was unreal.
Her hand still gripped her sword tightly
but it wavered as her defence had been futile and Jana swallowed, staring into
the clear jade orbs of soul. "You should go back to playing with your pretty
magics, witch."
The tone of his voice washed her senses, it was so cold yet
it did nothing but send a thrill of desire through her flesh. She studied him
for a moment, at the smirk on his face, the glowing eyes, leather-covered fist
that held the still and deadly positioned masamune and the encompassing powerful
aura that emanated always from his frame.
Jana tilted her neck away from the
blade and gave a tiny smirk of her own then with a sudden fluid movement, swept
her sword up as she jumped past and away from him, slicing into his soft cheek,
leaving a trail of bright crimson on his pale jaw.
"I think you forget to
whom you preach, General."
She held her head and shoulders high before
turning her eyes to look at him. The man stood frozen for a moment and the blood
that stained his angular features dried in its slow trail down.
A chuckle
rose from the recesses of his throat and the low laugh echoed in the vast
emptiness of their surroundings.
"Is that a challenge?"
Jana turned at his
words, and raised her weapon, eyes narrowing in a slight anger.
"Why not?"
Her voice was light, taunting, but almost not playful. The laughter ended, dying
out after her answer and his empty fist clenched the innocent air.
"Foolish
woman."
The whisper barely reached Jana's ears and as it did, Sephiroth
flowed into movement, spinning with perfected precision to slash his blade into
her. She parried with a firm blow and their swords met, the violent clash
striking as a thunderous ringing of metal. For a moment the brown and green
gazes locked until Jana gave in and flicked her sword away and then back again
at his figure.
The General easily blocked each strike the witch tried to
attack with then fiercely began a flurry of blows of his own.
They were
virtually un-blockable and Jana found her shirt ripped and slashed precariously
open before he added more of his relentless strength to his attack and knocked
the blade out of her hot and tiring fist.
The woman blinked from the power of
his hit then moved lightning fast to retrieve her black weapon but Sephiroth was
faster still and she found herself with a masamune of unforgettable uniqueness
across the front of her throat touching her flesh with a viciously sharp
edge.
Jana stopped dead then slowly began to rise and straighten, the sword
staying against her skin the entire time. Her eyes focused on her own blade that
lay metres from her feet and considered magicking it into her hand then with a
flash of insight understood that her old friends harsh and intense training
would ensure her instant death the moment it flickered out of
existence.
"Foolish, foolish woman."
The drawling voice whispered into her
exposed ear and sent a shiver down Jana's spine. Her autumn stare flowed black
to match her weapon, hair, clothing and magic for a moment in response to the
insult and the echoing chuckle resounded again.
"Even now you still wish to
fight."
The masamune was pressed tighter, nearly breaking her skin the she
found an arm encircling her waist and Sephiroth caught her further, pulling her
back against his firm naked chest and she could feel the thumping of his hear
mirror and twin with her own as a singular beating rhythm of wild passion.
Jana could not speak for fear of slicing her throat and strived to keep
herself statuesque against him. He breathed harshly, hotly, tingling all the
hairs on her neck and she felt his lips brush her skin for the briefest of
forbidden moments.
Emotions rippled through her in a wave of pleasure and yet
as her eyes found the discarded sword, an evil smile spread over her face and
the darkness of her vision began to seep through her soul.
Jana's mind joined
with her Power and she slowly raised her hand to stroke the soft skin of
Sephiroth's wrist as it held the deadly blade that threatened to cut her thread
of life.
Her fingers crept under the edge of the glove then gripped lightly
to guide the masamune away. The General let her move him gently and she turned
in his possessive hold, smiling up into the passionate face, her other hand
reaching to stroke down his jaw, over the shallow cut that scarred his
cheek.
"Of course." She spoke quietly and his eyes began a descent to
narrowed slits yet Jana simply smirked and released a powerful ice spell through
the connection of their flesh. He took a step back in shock and it was the
moment of freedom that the witch had needed.
Her poised reflexes uncoiled
into motion and she ran back, bending down to regain possession of her sword. As
she let her head rise again to discover the reaction of Sephiroth, a gasp of
shock thudded from her chest and a hand pressed down on her midnight hair,
forcing her to stay kneeling.
Sephiroth flickered fully into reality with
angry eyes blazing down at his capture and she swallowed both fearful and
infuriated by her inability to conquer him. She registered the lack of his
weapon then watched as her own faded from view. The grip on her skull tightened
and pulled her gaze up to him. She was a weaving mass of confusion and desire, a
desire that grew as he spoke.
"I think it is time to stop playing with
swords."
The look in his emerald eyes was violently passionate and after
seconds of unfathomable silence Jana decided to rise, her mind unsure as his
hand still held her head within a powerful grip and her own soul cascaded down
to the fiercest of emotions - of desire, lust and wild love. Everything about
him screamed to her and she felt drugged by his mere presence.
She registered
his wide smirk and he stroked down her cheek, removing his hand from her
head.
They stood as twins pillars of a singular passion, both yearning inside
for the other, staring at each other with sharp focuses while reality and its
harsh landscape was discarded for the visions of love and hope of completion, of
their souls entwining.
She watched him watch her, his eyes flickering between
her lips, breasts and eyes, and did the same, taking in the chest veiled thinly
with sheen of sweat, his lonely hungry lips and glowing eyes.
In the same
heartbeat, the pair could not bear the parting of their selves for any longer
and grabbed each other, forcing lips together in an ardent kiss, their tongues
battling, exploring, joining, revelling, in the released joy of their
love.
Life became nothing but Sephiroth for Jana and she held onto his
shoulder and neck tightly, leaning up and into his strong embrace, pressing
herself against him, needing him, craving him like no other being ever
experienced.
The General's hands ran over her sliced shirt, his fingers
stroking the bare flesh through the cuts and then held her back, keeping her to
his chest.
Jana's body flooded with desire, tingling from the sensual
caresses of his cold hands and as he drew away from their meeting of mouths,
biting on her lower lip, she felt his hot breath panting onto her skin and
hungered for more of him, for him to touch her, hold her, be with her.
Everything became nothing as the reality drifted further into dream through
emerald eyes, the crescendos of love building within, yet as she fell, as Jana
let her soul be swept away into his own, a foreboding darkness grew. It was
suffocating, the flames of love turning to anger, to hate, her soul trapped
within his own, suffering as he suffered inside.
The witch did not
understand. She was confused, in pain from the horrors of the burning flames
within his self, and lost, struggling to find his previously unbidden and
unleashed desire for her that lay under the chaotic surface of his
consciousness. The swarming mass of tortured emotion engulfed her senses and she
heard the faint echo of reality as she gasped, grabbing onto him unseeing in the
daylight. Images scarred her retina, forcing themselves into her mind, the
overwhelming furious and sadistic nature of his soul sending fear through her
own soul and shivers of terror through her flesh.
Jana struggled to be free
of his mind and his grip, but he held her tighter, not understanding her
resistance or her panic. His voice was a distant hollow noise from the bedlam
she was within and as she strived to reach it, to call out for him to help her,
she knew it was futile. The flow of his emotional turbulence was dragging her
into oblivion.
She fell, falling ever faster, caught in the maelstrom of
Sephiroth’s soul, yet suddenly a flash of light burnt her vision, breaking into
the darkness with ferocity and an angelic sense.
The light enveloped her,
smothering her in immense passion and warmth. The darkness faded and died in its
presence. She sighed into it, and felt the joining of lips, only knowing that
this was the Sephiroth that she wanted to love, that knew love.
Released
swiftly from the terrors, Jana opened her eyes to life, pulling away slowly from
his kiss, the kiss that had shown her the truth of his love, and saved
her.
His hand held her cheek, and he stared into her eyes, searching them for
signs of soul and smiled.
“You are safe.”
His voice echoed with depths of
tenderness and the woman looked up at him slowly, the revelation of his heart
and soul subduing her desires. She touched the beating rhythm of his physical
heart, pressing her hand into the hot flesh and her eyes saddened, in the sorrow
of her knowledge.
“It was so dark Sephiroth, filled with hate and
anger.”
There was silence for a moment, and then he sighed, holding her
close, stroking her raven hair with raven hands.
“I know. It is how I feel,
about everything. Except you, my love is stronger than my hate.”
The witch
did not know how to react. She remembered the images and never wished to recall
them again. They haunted her memory and her knowledge. Yet she knew he spoke the
truth that his love for her was more powerful than his depth of hatred and it
consumed her. She had felt his hate. She had felt his love. His love had
survived.
Staring up into the emerald orbs, their darkness hidden away,
locked inside the cold frame of his body, Jana felt everything she needed within
the arms of Sephiroth and slowly pressed herself closer still, moving his hands
to hold her waist and wrapped her arms about his neck.
“And my love for you,
is stronger still.” She whispered into his flesh and felt his responding kiss as
all the answer she would ever need in the world of their twinned souls of desire
and love.
Far distances from the isolated moors, a woman of unimaginable
strength sat contemplating her future of loneliness, away from the sickeningly
loving relationship of her friends, and let out a sigh of depression.
The
world was a cold place for Holly and even within the sweltering depths of her
new Garden’s training centre, to which she had been unwillingly transferred, she
could find no peace, no settling of mind that would calm her senses.
As she
killed for a final time, deciding firmly to find a source of decently warm food,
a movement caught her keen eyesight and she stilled, wary of company. Flickering
her sight about, she moved to hide behind a large tree, not wanting to be
acknowledged by any humans in her present state.
A man walked into her vision
and she tilted her head, recognising him to be one of the higher SeeDs and the
man that had caught her heart earlier that day when he had taken her on a tour
of Balamb.
He crouched, waiting for battle and as a monster struck, began to
fight. She breathed out, savouring the sight of such a powerful human in the
midst of the weakness she had sensed elsewhere and felt herself wanting him to
be with her.
A revelation of understanding began to unfold within her mind
and a smirk curled on her lips, all thoughts of hatred forgotten as the game of
love had finally begun in true style for herself.
The End