Hey, look! I'm actually writing something. Ehh... This happened in a dream and I had to write it down. It was prolly one of the most intense dreams I've ever had. o.O;;

Yeah, so warning for me being a submissive hoe (*gasp*), homosexual material (*gasp*!!), and a hell of a lot of swearing.

^_^ Have fun~!

There's an anchor around my heart, dragging me down

It's so cold in here, I thought, as I stepped through the dark hallway. I had no idea how I had gotten there, or how I would get out, so I just continued to walk along, running my hands along the sides, trying to find a doorway to escape.

Finally, I stop at the end of the hallway, where I found a door similarly shaped like my own. With no where else to go, I slowly turned the doorknob and stepped inside, my anxiety level rising just a bit. Once my entire body had entered the room I noticed a female figure in the corner, cast over by shadow. Closing the door behind me, I strain my neck to see who it is. When the person came into view, my heart stopped.

It was her. There was no way to describe the moment... My breath was caught in my throat, and I couldn't form words or even syllables. I was in awe.

As she stepped into full view, I was able to see every detail of her. Her flaming red hair, flowing just past her shoulders, those passionate green eyes, glinting with confidence and lust, her lips, curved into a satisfied smirk. It took me a moment to tear my eyes away from her face, and notice her attire which included a sole T-shirt, hanging a few inches above her knees.

Licking her lips, she stepped towards me and whispered, "Hey, Kelly-Chan. Miss me?"

Still unable to form words I managed to stutter, "I... I... Y-You..."

She stopped in front of me, tilting my chin upwards while running her thumb across my bottom lip, "Me."

Beyond all logical thought, I slapped her hand away, and wrapped my arms around her neck, bringing her into a tight embrace. "You're back!"

She stayed silent, wrapping her arms around my waist, her lips resting at the crook of my neck. I smiled and closed my eyes, "I'm glad. I was so worried about you, I thought you had left for good! Oh, but you came back! Oh, I bet-"

"Shut up."

I blinked and raised my head up. "What?"

Suddenly, I was flung onto the bed, my head barely missing the wall. Before I could recover, she crawled on top of me, her eyes filled with hunger. "Shut up."

As soon as she said it, she grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me, harshly. My eyes widened and I saw her own eyes, with a tinge of amusement in them. She pulled away and nipped at my bottom lip. "Aw, come on, Kell. At least kiss me back. Don't you like me?"

"I... I..." I began, but she simply rolled her eyes and kissed me again. This time, she ran her tongue along my lip, demanding entrance. Instantly, I opened my mouth, slightly afraid of what would happen if I hadn't. It was surreal, having a tongue in my mouth, let alone hers. After a moment of completely ravaging my mouth, she pulled her mouth barely an inch from my lips and growled, "Don't fucking do this to me, Kell. Don't. Damnit, give me a sign that you..."

Beneath the waves, in silence, I fall

"That I what?" I whispered softly.

"God damnit, never-"

Before she could finish I boldly (well at least I thought it was) wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her in for another kiss. I was a little hesitant at first, having no idea what to do, but slowly I got into it, kissing her back with as much ferocity as she was kissing me.

As we pulled away from breath, she began to kiss every inch of my face muttering, "I fucking knew it, Kell. I knew you'd taste this fucking sweet, I knew it! God, you smell so fucking good too. Fuck, I knew it!"

I giggled. "You know, you shouldn't swear so much."

"Who fucking cares?" she growled, before hungrily bringing me in for another passionate kiss.

There's a halo above my head, spinning me round

I was in ecstasy. Hell, I was drowning in all of the need, passion, intensity and lust of it all. I needed her so damn badly, and she returned the need just as much. I wanted the moment to last forever.

Her mouth left my lips, and moved down to my neck, kissing right below my chin, and moving down to the center of my throat. I gulped nervously, my hands gripping the sheets a bit as she began to rip off the front buttons of my shirt with her teeth. Embarrassed by the sudden exposure, I brought my hand up, but before I could stop her she grabbed my wrist, and nipped at my fingers. "Don't be embarrassed, baby. I know every fucking inch of your body. It'll be like you fucking yourself."

"And that just makes it so much better." I said, sarcastically.

"Well," she began, kissing my palm, "it's better than some shit taking advantage of you. I know you."

She moved a little lower, kissing and nibbling at the bottom of my stomach, causing me to gasp. "I know everything I need to know about you."

Chuckling, she nipped at my stomach, and crawled up a little and began to chew on the hem of my bra. "Now, Kelly-Chan... What did I tell you about these things?"

Flustered, I chewed on my lip nervously, and in anticipation of what might happen next. Not wanting to go through the labours of taking it off, she merely licked and nipped at the skin that wasn't covered, making me squirm nervously. I could feel her smirk on my skin as she rolled her tongue under the material of my bra. I whimpered and instantly pushed her off. "Stoppit."

She crawled up to my eye level and I flinched, expecting her to hit me, but instead she smiled and kissed me softly on the lips. "You don't mean that."

I gulped. "I... I do. I'm not ready."

She growled, and harshly bit my bottom lip. "I don't care. You're mine; you're fucking mine and no one else's."

Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead

Suddenly, she pulled on the two sides of my shirt, pulling me up into a sitting position, and began to kiss me again. When I tried to push her away, she grabbed onto the hair at the back of my head and pulled. I cried out and dug my nails into her shoulders. "Why... Why do we have to?"

A look of confusion and anger flashed in her eyes as she looked at me. "Why wouldn't we? I thought..."

"You thought what?" I asked, soothingly.

She smirked, and slowly pushed me back onto the bed. "Never mind that... But remember, babe. You belong to me. No one else. Now be a good puppy and stay put."

I hesitantly nodded, while she moved her way back down until she got to my legs and began to kiss my thighs through the fabric. "Fuck, Kell," she said, ripping them down and nipping at the skin, "I wanna fucking devour you. Every. Single. Fucking. Drop of you."

I gripped the sheets tightly and closed my eyes, the feeling of her lips running along my thighs made me whimper with a small bit of delight. I was almost pleading for more until I came to my senses. "N-no... Damnit, we can't."

She stopped, and I heard her growl angrily as she crawled back up and held my shoulders down, making me cry out in pain. "Why the fuck not?"

And all we have to lose is time

And what we lose we leave behind

Then, as she saw my eyes fill with tears her expression softened. "Baby..."

She released her hold on my shoulders and softly kissed my lips. "Baby..."

As she began to lightly kiss my neck and shoulders she repeated that name over and over again. When she stopped, I turned to my right so I could face her. "You... Why? Why did you leave?"

She kissed my forehead and whispered, "You need to learn..."

My eyes widened angrily. "Learn? Learn what? Loneliness? Heartache? What?!"

She smiled. "You'll figure it out eventually."

I sat up, glaring at her. "I don't want to figure it out eventually. I want to know. Now."

"Kelly, Kelly, Kelly... So impatient." she replied, carelessly. "Why does it matter?"

"Because I... Because... Damnit, because I love you!" I yelled, tears flowing down my cheeks. "For so damn long, but I just couldn't say it! I-I wanted to, I did! But I thought that I must have been some sort of... I don't know... Lunatic, and I was so angry at myself for allowing me to feel this way, but I just couldn't stop!"

I felt myself shake as I began to sob hysterically, and didn't stop until she wrapped her arms around my waist. "It's okay, baby..."

"N-no... It's not." I said, my voice cracking, "I love you so fucking much it feels like I'm suffocating, and it hurts so damn much. Every time I think about you I feel like the world's about the crash down on me and I'm just drowning in it all and... And I can't escape it!"

"I know," she said, resting her forehead on mine, "I know it all too well."

Still shaking, I lightly ran my thumb across her cheek and whispered, "I... I was so scared... When you left... I was so sure you'd never come back, you seemed so... So angry. I would have done anything to have you back. Sliced my arms open, punch a billion walls. God, I'd attack Shelley with a dictionary if that will make you happy! You just... You have to stay. You're staying, right?"

"Kelly, I want you to promise me something..." she said softly. "You have to promise me."

"I-I promise... What is it?"

"Never love anyone like I love you, alright? Never. It'll only get you into trouble." she whispered. "Never..."

As soon as she finished, she cupped the sides of my face, and gave me one last, loving kiss before getting up and leaving.

"Wa-wait!" I yelled, jumping out of the bed, and running down the hall after her. When I lost sight of her, I leaned back against the wall and slipped down to the floor, before everything went black.

Stay around and we will shine...

I woke with a start, noticing how much of a grip I had on my bed sheets.

/A-Are you there...?/

With no response, I curled up to the side of the bed and silently cried myself to sleep.

Well that was... Lovely. _ *goes to hide now*