Silent we suffer
Secretly I want to see you
And silently I love you
But I wait in darkness despite
Until you drag me to the light
I know you love me
I feel your love
I feel your arms embrace me tight
But still I feel that I must fight
.And keep from me, the light
The light is my resting-place
There's no darkness; there's no pain
Where my soul is free
.Loose Naivete
The darkness is my hell
No one understands
Flames me
Keep my spirit trapped, yet no one's there to see

Why must I watch from the dark

When all I love is in the light
Why must I torture my soul?
Whilst it my heart grows, to be so cold

I love what's in the light
It's not for me; I don't deserve it
A you were told
The smile on my face is only a pose

What hurts me the most
Is not in the darkness I must wait
But this love, from the start I know
It was never to blossom, never to grow

You are in the light
Offering your gracious hand
I take it for a minute or so
But then, as always I let go

It's one thing I can't stand.
To hold.