Blue skies tell me I'm gonna blow up,
I don't know if I'm gonna go up.
To see God in all his glory,
And he will hate me just like in the story.
I am too scared to face my fears,
But I'm here to shed a little more tears.
Just wish I could leave this place,
Leave this love and her face.
Rains of joy and tears of pain,
I can't take the road I've lain.
They are filled with visions,
Of cancerous love & pain collisions.
In my mind & body & soul,
With rolling stones that gather no moss.
I just want to take the next train,
Away from all her cancerous pain.