I'm here again. You don't know me. I am a wall. You see me, but you never see me. I don't even know you, and yet I know who you are, on the inside. You never see me and yet I'm always there. I know you're name, your social status. I know whom you want, when you want them. I know what you want to be when you grow up, and what you'll be. You cannot stop me from knowing you, although many have tried. I just know these things. I watch you, you never know it. I do though. Can't you see me? I just sit there staring. Looking at nothing, and everything. After some time after just watching you, I fell in love. Why I did I have no idea. I just did. You were like a big angel, big feet, hands and soul. You were perfect. I kept watching, wanting you more and more every time I saw you. I almost needed you. Knowing you didn't want me was killing who I was. I am still dead, dead with out you, as I always will be. I still need you, even after years of knowing you. I watched you after years and years of hearing that 'no', not letting it change a thing. Still being your friend and companion, hoping you might one day love me. Still I watch you, after being in the same places all our lives and still you never look at me. I watched you turn into every girls dream, and mine as well, even though you always were. Damn you, I love everything about you. And yet you never look at me, or even think about me. Girls whisper and guys mutter about me and you never take notice. But why would you ever take notice of a shy Goth girl? Every time we talk I hide behind my hair, but other girls do it too. You think I mean nothing when I say stuff. I love you, I really, really do. You may not know it, but it's true. I always will.

My life is nothing with out you.

Need you more, then you shall ever know. Tell me if you can ever care, the way I do? I would die to feel you as mine, for just a moment. To feel your hand around me. Perhaps even your lips on mine? I cannot wait forever. I fear I might have to though. Life is not complete with out love, and you are it, I know it! You may not think I do, but I love you. You are all I need for a life fulfilled. You love the way of life I do. You love the art.
You are the one, I'm sure of it.