A Big Empty Space

Changes occur
Lack of confidence
Lack of self-control

Voices in my head
Mocking me
Telling what to do
I'm suffocating

The world around me
Seems so still
And sad

The cold breeze
Makes me shiver
I hug myself

My hand aches
I feel
The limps in my body
Growing weak

Is it I?
Or I think that
I'm an unwanted person

The images are blurry
I close my eyes
I see nothing
Except a big empty space

Nothing
No colours
Just a big empty space

Izyan Syazwani Mohamad
7th March 2003