Rebecca’s (My last name was here but because of security reasons I am just putting my first name) Thoughts On Life 2002-2003

Disclaimer: Even though this is part of fictionpress I have to add a disclaimer because I mention many things that do not belong to me. I really don’t own anything except for things that I make up. I also have many quotes that people have made up but really I only put them in my thought book because I like the thoughts. They really fit me or what I go through in life. I also do not mean to be rude to any social group or race that is mentioned in my book’s. like I said it just had to do with my thought’s at the time and mainly it doesn’t mean that I hate all of those people. Just some of them.

Because my thought book is really a book and I have pictures or things written on the sides I put parentheses to say what is going on with the rest of my book besides just the writing. I also have writing that explains pictures. I will also explain pictures that I have in my thought book. I will also refrain from mentioning the last names of my friends that I mention because they have quotes in here too. I will just put the last name initial. Thank you and have fun reading my thought book.

April

(On the inside cover of my thought book: Dragon Ball Z stickers.)

Page 1

April 7th, 2002

14 years old

I think that getting soy sauce up your nose really sucks.-oww!

I think that the hug-a-hobo-show is a funny rhyme.

I think that psychedelic is a funny word.

I think that saying yoroshiku onegaishimasu is fun. (means please accept my humblest regards in Japanese)

Don’t ever let the bed bugs bite.

The mind is truly unstoppable

Hot rays of sunshine brush my soft skin

With brightness of brilliance. It shines

with warmth and calmness like a

butterfly’s wings.

-random thoughts

Spiny chairs are fun

(There are pictures of Coron the bee on every page and at the bottom of this page’s picture I put jagged lines on his head and called him Lisa Simpson.)

Page 2

April 7th, 2002

Life is crazy, but that is what makes it fun.

My stomach hurts.

-random thought

Look at the picture to the left and tell me that you find it strange that they actually have stickers showing a bees butt. (There really is a sticker that had a picture of a bee with it’s back turned to us and really it was weird.)

I think I should start practicing writing my K’s. KKKKKKKK

-random thought

Isn’t Coron the sweetest looking and cute bee ever?

I am very evil Look at picture above and below (there was a picture of Coron at the top and I have a bullet hole in his forehead and blood dripping down with the words “Isn’t he cute? Die“. And on the bottom I have my psycho smiley face drawn.)

I wonder what my children will be like?

Page 3

April 7th, 2002

Hajimemashite is not the best war cry. (That means I’m pleased to meet you in Japanese.)

I think that this book is already funny.

-dumb thought (A weird looking smiley face is right next to that.)

Celine Dion Rocks! Chat is fun. I like to mess with peoples heads.

(Below that I have something scribbled out that I can’t tell what it is but just a scribble.)

My heart will go on- Celine Dion

It is very hard to play the flute.

That stupid phone, why won’t it stop ringing. (there is a picture of a telephone with a cord right underneath that thought.)

Why would someone say good morning in the afternoon?

YanYans! (Picture of a yanyan.) -chocolate covered cookie sticks

Page 4

April 7th, 2002

It would be very strange for someone to call me mom.

My life is very interesting-but that’s a lie.

Aye corona!

Insomniac is when you cannot sleep.

Thinking about your thoughts is strange. Typing LOL is fun.

Food Food Food!!

Daylight savings time sucks.

What would someone think of the name Jason D. Skinner? He is a doctor you know.

I love doodling

I wanted to call Sariah but there was something wrong with the phone.

Page 5

April 8th, 2002

Laughing is like saying a thousand words, some of them not very pretty.

My neko-chan is annoying. (Neko-chan means kitty in Japanese.)

I am so very tired.

Drugs are a bad thing.

The life of a basic cheerleader, wear a miniskirt and keep your mouth open.

-Megan

Eat your eyes only.

For some odd reason I am crying and I hate it. My head hurts and I’m sick and tired. I am so angry.

I hate Miss Gunn!

Page 6

April 9th, 2002

“Consumption of Alcohol is a major factor in dancing like and idiot.”

April 10th, 2002

A guy walked into a bar…ouch!

Picking things out of the garbage and eating them is not very healthy.

Funny noises are not funny unless laughed at.

(very true)

A fool will learn nothing from a wise man, but a wise man will learn much from a fool.

Page 7

April 11th, 2002

Dude! Dude! Dude! Dude! Dude! (I had all the people that were sitting around me at lunch write dude in their own handwriting.)

April 15th, 2002

Creating calmness is not what school is for. (a guy with purple spikey hair and a blue face was drawn underneath that.)

Whatever floats your boat.

Loving life does not make it easier but it does create a new mind of things unknown.

What we think is not what you think.

Isn’t that a cute bug? (there is a picture of a green lady bug right next to that.)

Page 8

April 15th, 2002

A little inspiration may go a long way, but when it gets to the end, it will be greater than even it thought it would.

-Megan C.

Let’s just say I had a little too much pina and not enough colada in my drinks last night.

-crazy drunkenness

Tomorrow Laurell K. Hamilton book signing. Exciting!

Putting your mind to it’s full power is exhilarating.

April 16th, 2002

Writing with the mind

Page 9

April 16th, 2002

Winter

The milk white, shining, sparkling, freezing snow covered the vast lands in it’s brilliant beauty. Blanketing the ground with ignorance snow drops flutter to the ground shielding the bright flowers from the harsh world of winter. Blinding orange, red and yellow leaves break off from the stiff branches that are snow covered creating bareness to all trees of the winter. The sun, disappearing from the sky, hides from the frozen wintry atmosphere and the freezing life on the ground. People rushing about taking on frostbite and trying to get away from the blizzard that swirls around everything, and everyone going to shelter from winter. Winds rushing across the yard creating havoc around the dead trees and plants that died when the first snowflake fell down from the freezing fluffy gray clouds.

(all words that I put in bold were highlighted pink in my book.)

Page 10

April 16th, 2002

I am a nobody

Nobody is perfect

Therefore I am perfect.

-anonymus

(there is a butterfly sticker next to this.)

April 17th, 2002

What is a word for a known person since there is a word for an unknown person? Anonymous

Laurell K. Hamilton is a really nice person.

Why does money have to do with everyone and everything?

Smoking is the worst thing in the world. You will die.

Page 11

April 17th, 2002

Describing color

Red- burning bright passion bursting

Orange- party tangy fun energetic

Yellow- creamy yummy sunny warm

Green- fresh lively

Blue- cool soft ice independent

Purple- lovely cold tasty royal

“…Life has a funny way of sneaking upon you when you think everything’s okay and everything’s going right… and life has a funny way of helping you out when you think everything’s gone wrong and everything blows up in your face.”

-Alanis Morissette from Ironic

Page 12

April 17th, 2002

Can’t touch this!

I’m a rock star!

Call me blah, blah.

Ooh the scorpion king. I can’t wait.

I like to dot my I’s with smiley faces. (my I’s were dotted with smiley faces in that sentence.)

(most of those were quotes from a t.v. show which I cannot remember the name of.)

April 18th, 2002

A caress of twilight was a good book.

Page 13

April 18th, 2002

Funny Anita Blake songs

Jean-Claude got ran over by a werewolf

That was 2 full moon’s ago

That werewolf ended up being Richard

And he was found dead in the snow.

Rescue me

I’m really pale and cold

Rescue me

I’m really really old

Rescue me

I didn’t eat today

Can’t you see

That I’m thirsty?

Oops I shot my best friend

And he shot me back

(on this picture of coron I put more antennas on him and said “too many antennas” and I also made him have laser eyes like Cyclops.)

Page 14

April 18th, 2002

(the top picture of coron I have drawn him as wolverine and said “I guess coron was a little too cute.”)

I have too many stickers!

The hip bone is connected to the leg bone…

(there are pictures of skeletons next to each bone sentence)

There is a sparkling purple heart on the opposite page.

The head bone is connected to the leg bone…

(I drew a flower made out of hearts)

It’s a hearty flower.

Page 15

April 18th, 2002

(the two lines with the squiggle on top) is 3.1415927

Pie! (I have a picture of a slice of pie next to that whole thing.)

April 22nd, 2002

What kind of moron would get a tatoo of mickey mouse tatooed on his butt?

Mickey of course Obsidian Butterfly

Hello Proby!

Mclellan was caught smoking! j/k

Smile or die!

-Megan

Page 16

April 22nd, 2002

(this coron picture I drew Rogue on, It’s rogue!.)

Liking someone for who they are isn’t something that comes naturally. It is something that is acquired. Something that comes to you over time. Loving someone can happen all at once or it can happen over distance. But the great thing is, it doesn’t matter if you love or like someone. What matters is if they love or like you back!

-Rebecca B.

(I wrote that in cursive so it wasn’t really readable.)

I think that my cursive is better than my print.

Just look at it !

(okay I know you can’t see my handwriting but you can imagine.)

Page 17

April 22nd, 2002

“I don’t date vampires. I kill them.”

-Anita Blake, vampire hunter Laurell K. Hamilton

“I am not crying I am Vomiting out of my eyes.” -Simpson’s episode (green alien dudes)

I have to try out for mixed chorus today.

I still like my cursive!

Wow I have already written 17 pages!

Hanayo

Hana!

(the first means flower with an exclamation the second is flower with an exclamation mark, Japanese.)

I love tracing flowers!

Page 18

April 22nd, 2002

Tracing Flowers

(all this page is, is me tracing the flowers that make the background of the pages in this book.)

Page 19

April 22nd, 2002

This is my stringy ball from 7th grade TLC class.

Please handle with care.

(on this page I taped my stringy ball that I made from the string stuff that comes from the hot glue guns when you try to move it around while gluing.)

I love my stringy!

Page 20

April 22nd, 2002

Believe it or not there are 360 swear words in Obsidian Butterfly!

(the rest of the page is covered with a page from a notebook where I tallied the swear words from this book by Laurell k. Hamilton.)

Page 21

April 25th, 2002

Describing my dream house ( and no it isn’t my dream house any more.)

It’s going to be big and white.

The front yard is going to have two sakura trees in the front purple on both sides of my yard. There are going to be forsythia bushes on the sides of my yard yellow. There are going to be little trees with bright purple flowers in the front next to my house with daffodiles in between them. There are going to be 4 trees.

My living room is going to have a dark blue carpet with a ceiling of a shade lighter color. My walls are going to have a rough texture of 2 shades of orange preferably dark. Furniture is black.

My dining room is going to have black carpet and ceiling while any walls

Page 22

April 25th, 2002

will be white and my dining room table and chairs will be white, too.

The kitchen will have light pink and dark green swirls on the ceiling. The floor will have the same pattern of tiles. The counters will be white with dark green and light pink specks and my furniture in that room will be white.

The bathroom will have a white bathtub, sink and toilet. The ceiling will have neon yellow and dark purple swirls. The floor will have purple tiles with yellow specks.

I will have 2 daughters with two rooms for them. One will have a room done in shades of purple lightest shade stating from the ceiling and the other room done in shades of

Page 23

April 25th, 2002

blue. Their furniture is going to be white.

My room is going to have wood furniture and a wooden floor. The walls are going to be blue green while the ceiling is going to be purple.

The playroom is going to have a red carpet, orange walls and a yellow ceiling.

Page 24

April 26th, 2002

Really good Japanese candy! ( I have wrappers of Japanese soda candy taped there.)

Prank Call-

“Hello”

“This is the emergency butt repair service, we hear you have a big crack in yours.”

(from a book series called circle of three.)

Page 25

April 29th, 2002

Super!

Superfragalistic! angry

I’m drunk on words!

April 30th, 2002

Mikazuki no SHAARE ni

Hoshi no piasu hazushite

Doushiyou mune ga, mune ga iipai.

Hanabi go hoshi ni natte mo

Koi ga yami e kiete mo.

Onegai yo kisu wo yamenaide

Birroudo no kaori de

Nusunde mo ii

Kono HAATO ginga de

Deatta koi yo.

Yofuke no maanto

Hirogereba nijiro.

Mootto mootto aishiteru

Tukeshiido miraju

Tukeshiido miraju

-Tuxedo Mirage

(A Japanese song from the Anime Sailor Moon)

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April is done.