You wander alone in these halls. Always have, with no one to listen or
comfort you. Forever have you heard whispers behind your back, have always
had to listen and bare how they broke your spirit. Your name is written in
blood, those before you with the same name have been easily seduced by
blood or the sound of battle.
Just like you.
It runs in your veins, you can hear its call. Always, forever
haunting you like a faint memory, close enough to be sensed but too far
away to be recalled. Alone in these halls. No one is like you in any way.
They talk, they stare. But they never understand. And will never do
so. Alone you are in these large cold stone halls, with no one there to
console you. And you seem to drift farther away with each breath you take.
Emptiness fills you, blending with the anger and hatred that rage
within you. They don't understand. They don't want to, and you can't make
them. They won't see, because they are blind. You're different, so
different no one wants to know you. They will always continue to taunt you,
break you, not knowing they will need you, one day.
But you have seen it.
They will need you. Need you so badly it almost hurts. But you know
you won't help them. Oh no, not after all those years of torture. You'll
stand there and laugh when their shrieks of terror echo in the halls you
now walk and live in. You will laugh when their crimson blood stains the
marble floor. For you are always alone.
You will not pity anyone. No one has done anything that would make
them deserve any sort of feeling but rage towards them. They wonder why you
are like this, and you know the answer. They have taught you to be what you
are. These people who call themselves kind, generous have created a
monster. They have avoided you, always tried to break you.
And that stoked the hell-fires within. They have taught you nothing
but hate, these people, who liked to call themselves loving. They are
arrogant narrow-minded. They looked down upon you because you were
different. Alone. Always alone.
And you know you'll forever be. But you won't harbour any regrets.
You don't need anyone. You never have. Depending on another means one is
unable to handle life on one's own. But that's something you can do, right?
You're alone, and that's why you can take on the world. Alone.