Never
Breathing never felt so hard,
And seeing never felt so unclear,
Being around people never seemed so silent,
Living my life makes me want to disappear

Walking never felt so slow,
Having nightmares never felt so real,
When I wake up in the morning,
Sadness is all that I can Feel

Listening never seemed so pointless,
Smiling never felt so fake,
tears never washed my face before,
Enough to fill a cold lake

Singing never sounded so out of tune,
humming never seemed so loud,
Blocking my mind never felt this easy,
Not listening to a single sound

Mirrors never looked so dull,
The reflection holds nothing to see,
Except for a sad and teary face,
That's always staring back at me.