Title: 15 Thousand Tears I've Cried

Author: Ayakaishi Fei

E-mail: Ken_Dai_

Rating: Overall R

Category: Fantasy. AU. Master/Slave. Romance. Drama. Angst. Slight Humour.

Warnings: Shounen-ai (M/M). Shoujo ai (F/F). Het (M/F). Sexual situations. **Incest**. Master/Slave themes. Nudity. Implied non-consensual. And so on.

Summary: A pretty boy bastard prince, two war-prisoners who were once royalty, add a splash of sex, a touch of yaoi, the sexy blond General of the Aulland army, stir in some yuri, shake well, and it comes out something like this. Master/Slave themes. Title comes from Going Under, by Evanescence, because I felt like it.

Many thanks to my darling Moriah-chan; whose "gentle criticism" improved this vastly. *Hugs* You're the best!

Chapter One:

5 Years Later

Pale hands kneaded at Kaiyu's shoulders, and a warm body was nestled between his legs, the talented mouth teasing him in an overly familiar fashion. He let his head fall back to rest on the shoulder of the young man behind him and let out a pleasured moan, "Mm, Will..."

The blond haired young man smiled, tonguing the junction between shoulder and neck as teasingly as his younger sister toyed with Kaiyu's cock. "Is something wrong, love?"

Sedra pulled away to look at him through hooded eyes, "Shall I stop Kaiyu- sama?"

Kaiyu groaned, "Gods, no, keep going Sweet Angel!"

Sedra giggled coyly, the sound vibrating through her Masters body as she rubbed her uncovered breasts over his bared arousal in what could have been an innocent gesture, were it not for the glint of mischief in her eyes, "As you order, Kaiyu-sama."

Her tongue returned to it's previous task and Kaiyu made another purring noise of enjoyment, pulling his blond slave into a deep probing kiss. The young blond drew Kaiyu's tongue into his mouth and suckled lightly, the rhythm nearly matching his sisters. The dual pleasures finally caused him to release with a choked cry, as he pulled away from the blond.

The girl sat up, looking like the cat that'd caught the canary, *and* found the cream. A trail of the sticky white liquid he'd shot into her mouth slid out of the corner of her mouth and crept down her chin.

Will smirked, and leant forward to lap up the liquid, his tongue trailing up until it reached her lips. He ran his rough tongue over the pouty pink buds, and then slipped it inside, tasting his Masters cum in her mouth. She moaned, throwing herself into the kiss, her near naked body rising to press against his.

Kaiyu groaned at the spectacle his two slaves made, and stared down at his newly awakened erection, "Damn you, I just finished dealing with the last one!"

Will smirked, pulling away from his younger sister, "Shall I deal with it this time?"

"If you would, love," Kaiyu smirked back.

Sedra slipped into Wills place, kneeling with one slender leg each side of him, her ample breasts teasing his back as she toyed with his long strands of blue-black hair.

He'd trained them well, these two slaves, in the 5 years since he'd received them. Sedra had been sheer pleasure to train, responsive, clever, quick, and inventive. She'd practically trained herself, learning all that he could teach her and seducing others when she wished to learn more. She'd slipped into the role of a pleasure slave with an aptitude that belied her former position as the Princess of Handur.

Will had been more of a challenge, but it had been worth it in the end. The lithe blond man was pure sensuality, an empath who could make even the most casual of gestures pleasurable. He could feel Kaiyu's emotions, and knew how to make the blue-haired boy beg for completion.

His two slaves really were something else - he hadn't needed another pleasure slave since he'd been given them by his father, although occasionally he liked a little variety and the two former royals never complained about having extra company in their bed.

It didn't take him quite as long to cum with Will working away at him. Although the boy could tease easily as effectively as his sister could, he generally took the fastest most pleasurable route, and left Kaiyu aching for more.

Will swallowed, and smiled, meeting Kaiyu's beautiful kohl-rimmed amethyst eyes with his own. Like his sisters they held specks of gold - Kaiyu had thought they were gold at first - but they weren't, they just hinted at the colour - like swirls of caramel in pools of creamy milk chocolate.

Kaiyu smiled and leant down to kiss the blond, drawing him up onto the bed to lie parallel, "You are so beautiful, love."

Sedra tugged at his hair, her lips caressing his ear, "Now why didn't I get accolades after my blow-job?"

Kaiyu laughed, "Oh sweet birdie, you don't need accolades. It's perfectly obvious that you are the loveliest woman to grace the halls of the Summer Palace in Aulland in the history of the world."

Sedra purred, "Very well then. Good night, my loves."

Will smiled, pure, unadulterated brotherly love shining in his eyes, "Good night, precious angel."

Kaiyu petted her hair softly, "Sleep tight dear one."

Both boys, or rather, men, watched as the brunette slipped into slumber, affection evident to even the most oblivious of people.

"17 years old," Will whispered, "3 years older than I, when we were captured."

"She's changed a lot, hasn't she?" Kaiyu whispered, pulling the blond closer until he was nestled in the crevice between his legs.

"But... she's happier. Isn't it odd, that being a slave in another country gave her more freedom than being a princess in her own?"

Kaiyu sighed against his slaves neck, "I find that rather sad myself. But I am grateful that it brought me you - both of you. I love you Will."

Will smiled at the words murmured against his neck, and turned to meet his lovers lips, "I love you too Kai."

"I told you, didn't I, when first I claimed you, that you would be mine, and only mine."

Will's golden-brown eyes flashed with mock anger, and he pinned his lover's shoulders to the bed with a growl, "Just for that I should leave you."

Amethyst eyes stared up at him, lidded with lust, "Oh really?"

Will tried not to gasp as his lovers hips jerked upwards purposefully against his, but failed. "Fuck you."

Kaiyu laughed low in his throat, "If you're that desperate to be on top, I suppose I'll let you, but you know I prefer you writhing beneath me, moaning my name as I take you, again, and again, and again."

Will felt his length harden further, and groaned, "You turn me on so much. Damn you."

"Oh, I love it when you talk dirty," Kaiyu smirked and flipped them, so that he was poised over the slightly smaller boy, their body's pressed together.

"I think we need to lose the clothes," Will whispered, raising his hips up to shimmer out of his loin cloth.

Kaiyu followed his example, tossing his already unlaced breeches across the room, before kneeling between Wills legs again, fingers immediately targeting his erection. The downy gold hair covering it was silk beneath his fingers, the length itself was hard, but so damned beautiful Kaiyu couldn't stop himself from bowing his head to worship it. His tongue flickered out to tease the slit, eliciting a moan from his golden haired lover.

"Tease!" Will gasped, fingers clenching at the sheets, "Don't just sit there."

Kaiyu laughed, fingers gently running up and down his lovers length - feather-light and torturous. Lips and tongue were added, gentle kisses and cursory tastes. The first drops of precum formed and Kaiyu lapped them up eagerly, finally taking his lover deep into his mouth, and sucking hard, letting his tongue swirl as he milked the blond with the gentle pressure of his teeth: Just enough to feel, not enough to hurt.

Will released into Kaiyu's eager mouth without a sound, his head thrown back, and his hips arched off the bed. Kaiyu couldn't help the lust that rose unbidden after seeing his lover in such a pose.

"Can I take you?" Kaiyu murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to his lovers pale neck worshipfully.

"Anytime, anyway you want - I'm yours Kaiyu." Will's lidded eyes met Kaiyu's and both boys shuddered at the connection they felt.

Will knew he should not have fallen for another male, let alone a prince, regardless of his illegitimacy. Kaiyu knew he should not be in love with his slave, but both boys had learnt the hard way that fate is not controlled by mortal whims.

"Love you," Kaiyu whispered, as he reached over Sedra's body for the massage oil he kept beside his bed.

Will relaxed and allowed the prince to hook one of his legs up over his bronzed shoulder to stretch him further, eyes fluttering closed as the words he should not have spoken passed through his lips, "I love you too."

~~~

King Marius Tenragen of Aulland smiled as his son mounted the dais to sit at his feet, amethyst eyes curious, "You summoned me, sir?"

Marius ruffled his sons hair playfully, "So formal, my little ~Psubabi~. I am your father, as well as your king, and you have long been my favourite of the many bastards I've begotten."

Kaiyu was caught between arching into the soothing motion of his father's hand and pulling away, but he forced himself to remain still, "Aye Father, I know. Did you have a reason for calling me here, or did you merely desire my company?"

Marius chuckled lowly, "Oh but you're an impatient one. Just like your mother, Gods rest her soul, quick-tempered out of the bed-chamber, and almost violent within. She was a good lay, my boy, perhaps even the best I've had."

"Aye," Kaiyu agreed again, "But you dragged me out of bed for this father, and the company there was rather amiable."

Marius shook his head, tweaking his sons nose, "Just like her indeed - she could laze about my bedchamber for days, complaining every time I was forced to leave her presence - oh but she was a sassy one your mother. I wish that you had known her ~Psubabi~, she would have been proud of you."

Kaiyu smiled wistfully, "Thank you Father."

Marius slung an arm around his son's shoulders and squeezed, "Now, onto business, you've trained those slaves of yours well haven't you? I've seen them on occasion - lovely girl, curves like a Madonna, and the boy; I'd take him for a round myself if I still had it in me to chase boy-slaves."

Kaiyu fought down his irrational surge of jealousy, he knew others would partake of his slaves, but the idea of his father and Will, well it was wrong. Still, he forced a smile; "I've trained them to meet my whims. They have a lovely way of waking me up in the morning."

Marius laughed, patting his son on the back, "Good man. I knew I could count on you, 'learn from the best, pleasure all the rest'."

"Father?" Kaiyu's heart skipped a beat as he sensed an unspoken command in those carefully chosen words.

"You've trained your slaves, taught them all you know, so perhaps it's time for you to train another pair. I plan to give one of your slaves to General Sune, the girl, I think. He's shown no interest in boys."

"S-sedra? To General Sune! You can't be serious - he'll destroy her!"

"Kaiyu!" Marius' voice was sharp with an unspoken warning, "General Sune has led my army to victory more times then you've even opened a military textbook. I think he deserves a reward - I give my best men the best. And there is none better than your girl - you've told me so yourself."

Kaiyu let his gaze fall to the floor; "You are correct sir. May I keep W - the boy?"

Marius gave him a measuring look; slate grey eyes lined with laughter lines somehow still intelligent, and nodded, "As you like Kaiyu. You are dismissed."

"Aye sir, and thank you."

Without another word Kaiyu walked out of the room, violet eyes glittering with unshed tears. After 5 long years he was losing Sedra, and to a man who would not treat her as the Princess she was. To a man who had a reputation for torturing, raping and pillaging. To the man known as "the rock". Kaiyu doubted even Sedra's wiles could win his heart - because he suspected that the man had lost his long ago.

~~~

"You're back," Will purred; tugging his lover towards the bed where his sister was sprawled in brazen nudity, the sheets tangled around her legs and slender waist.

Kaiyu smiled, greeting the blond with a kiss before he was pushed back onto the bed and straddled by the eager brunette, "Hi Kaiyu."

Will slid into place beside them, nuzzling at the blue-haired prince's neck affectionately, "We missed you."

"I missed you too. My precious Angels." Kaiyu leant up to press his lips against the girls, sliding his tongue into her eager orifice. She tilted her head, angling it to give him easier access, grinding her body against his in the process.

Will chuckled against his Masters throat, "You two are so beautiful."

Kaiyu reluctantly disentangled his lips, the need for air overwhelming his desire to continue, and Sedra smiled at her brother.

"You always say the sweetest things Will." Gold brown eyes met gold brown eyes, and the girl gently kissed the corner of her brother's mouth, "Promise me you'll never leave me?"

Will returned the gesture, his lips gently sealing over hers in a chaste kiss, "I promise, Angel, I told you when we were taken that I'd die before I let them take me from you, or you from I. I love you, little birdie."

Kaiyu groaned guiltily; everything that his two slaves did turned him on, regardless of whether it was sweet or sexy. Just seeing the pair kiss, their likenesses so obvious to him, turned him on more than anything.

Sedra felt his reaction and smirked, "I love you too Will."

One more the pair kissed, this time purely for the enjoyment of their Master, pulling apart to twine around the blue-haired Prince, lips and hands leaving a burning trail as they pleasured the older boy, or rather, man.

Finally, after Kaiyu had been sated, he spoke, one arm around each of the pleasure slaves who lay basking in the afterglow of the sex,

"Will, Sedi, my father wanted me to tell you something..."

Sedra made a soft purring noise of interest, while Will traced lazy patterns on Kaiyu's chest with his pointer finger.

"Sedra, you're to be given to General Sune as his new pleasure slave. Tomorrow."

Both slaves sat up with a start, Sedra's hair cascading around her face, and Will's eyes narrowing.

"What?!?"

"I'm sorry, there was nothing I could do. Sedi, you're not my pleasure slave any more."

"B-but... I want to be yours... I-I like being-"

"Yes well, you're not. And my father has already decided to give you to Sune, so don't argue about it."

Will snarled, "Don't you talk to her like that Kaiyu! Just who the-"

"Stop it both of you! I don't *like* this any more then you do, but this is the way it has to be. So can we just make the best of our last night together... like this?"

Sedra sighed, dropping her head back down to rest on Kaiyu's chest, "So, what's this Sune fellow like? Is he nice? Rough or gentle? Promiscuous or frigid? Good-looking, or old?"

"He's..."

"Tell her the truth or I'll make you regret it for the rest of your life," Will warned, dark eyes fierce.

"He's... a bit of a mystery. He's young, probably no older than I am, and golden-blond. He's long-haired with green eyes, and almost as pale as you two. He's never really shown any interest in anyone, slave or whore, or simple companion. He's... cold Sed. Has a reputation for being sadistic - they say he likes to rape his war-prisoners, torture them for information, and that's how he gets his pleasure. He's polite, to a fault, respectful, but he's blunt. He's ice to your fire Sedi... just don't let him destroy you..."

Sedra snuggled closer, her heart pounding loudly against her rib-cage as Kaiyu's words ran through her head. She'd never met anyone oblivious to her charms, but she was worried now.

Kaiyu's muscled arm curled around her, drawing her closer, until she was sandwiched between he and Will. "Sleep Angel. Worry about it in the morning."

Sedra slept.

~~~

Two polished black heels snapped together, and a slender, somewhat effeminate figure in the black and red uniform of Aulland's military bowed smartly before the throne.

"General Sune Lee, reporting as ordered Sire." Icy green eyes surveyed King Marius of Aulland from under jagged blond bangs.

"General Sune," The king smiled, placing a fatherly hand on his generals shoulder, "It's good to see you back from the war. You've achieved many victories for Aulland, I must say I'm impressed."

The blond shrugged, voice still cold and hard, "It is my job, sire."

"Ah, good man. You're right indeed - but never let it be said that good work goes unrewarded by me. I have decided to give you a slave, as you have none of your own."

The generals icy composure cracked for an instant, before he shook his head, "Really sire, that's quite unnecessary."

"Nonsense General, you're too modest. Little birdie, come meet your new Master."

Gold-brown eyes met icy green and with a sneer General Sune turned back to the King, wishing futilely that his liege had decided to gift him with land or money rather than the scantily clad child who was making her way towards them.

Wavy chocolate-coloured hair fell down past the girls shoulders, contrasting with skin that was far paler than Lee's own. Well defined curves on a petite body, clad in translucent dark red gauze. 'Pleasure Slave'.

Her low bow was executed perfectly, and when she met the generals eyes once more, with her own smouldering gold, Lee got the feeling that the girl was stripping away his secrets, and gazing at his soul. It wasn't a nice feeling.

"Do I please you, Master Sune?" The girls voice was almost husky, and she made it obvious what she believed he wanted her for.

Lee ignored the question, instead addressing the King, "Your highness is too kind."

"Nonsense General. Now off you go, enjoy your time off, I'm sure Sedra here can help you relax - my son assures me she is well trained in the art of giving pleasure, so make good use of her, you hear me?" Ruffling the young General's hair like a proud father the King nodded his dismissal.

Neatening his long golden braid, General Sune scowled, "My chambers are this way. Come along."

The girl chuckled lowly, "Already Master Sune? Would you like me to draw you a bath? I can... wash your hair for you."

Usually such a suggestion in Kaiyu's direction was met with unrestrained delight, so it took Sedra a few seconds to note that the General, rather than looking pleased with the suggestion, looked irritated and disgusted.

"I need no help to clean myself, slave. These are my chambers, I assume you have your own. You are dismissed."

Gold eyes watched in astonishment as the blond disappeared into the room, slamming the door in the dark-haired slave's face.

"Fuck," The girl hissed stalking down the hallway, towards her prince's room, "He turned me down cold. Of all the fucked up, gods be damned assholes, I had to get a gay one. A virginal gay one. I need comforting."

The anger helped her to ignore the stinging in the back of her eyes, and to hold back the tears of disbelief. She'd never thought that there would come a day when "Sedra" wasn't good enough. After everything she'd done... She still wasn't good enough to please the man who now held her fate in his hands.

End Chapter One

Authors Notes: Eck, I must say that this chapter severely freaked me out. I think I must state, here and now that while I believe love is a beautiful thing, I'm not into incest, twincest, or anything else (to each his own, but leave me out of it). I do not know where the hell this came from - but it disturbs me. The incest is fairly mild, and is more to illustrate the psychological problems of my characters than anything else. There probably won't be much more, since Sedra's been given to General Sune.

The psychological problems I mentioned are fairly significant, and stem from Will and Sedra's shared childhood. Sarah's acquiescence towards Kaiyu's wishes was quite deliberate, however she's far too complex a character for me to fully explain it. Suffice it to say she was brought up in a strict patriarchal society, which will be more fully explained somewhere further down the track.

My use of pronouns is intentional as well, particularly with General Sune. At this point in the story, everybody sees "him" as a "male". For people who know my characters that may be confusing, but rest assured, I know what I'm doing.

A BIG thank ya goes out to Banana15(I tried to explain that in the notes), Nieni Springs, Moriah(*hugs*), I-nv-u50, Ever Be(Going Under?), ravensilverhawk, Sweetvenom1, irmainackles, Kyouten(Different is good - right?), Accalia (Yes, she did), Laughing Cat(Of course. Kinda. What do you think?), AborsenLirael88, Ryuumi Karasu (Favourite authors list? Wow, thanks! I'll try to explain the character more as I go along.), and nina- 101 for reviewing.