Four months had passed since James Death. Lei Slammed her locker shut and walked slowly to her first period class. As she passed the office, she saw a familiar face, coming out of the office. "James" She blurted out. The boy turned around. "Huh were you talking to me?"

Lei stood there for a couple of seconds before realizing he wasn't James. " Oh I'm sorry I thought you were someone else sorry." She looked down on the floor blushing.

"Oh that's okay, well I'm Ryan Mason I'm student teaching here."

Lei looked up her eyes wide at the sound of the name. "Rye" She wisped. She hadn't seen him since she was 12. Ryan mason was James Older brother.

"Lei? Is that you, man you've grown."

Lei ran to hug her old friend. People in the hall gasping at the girl. Someone even wisped 'its been 4 months after James death and she moved on what a slut. But lei hadn't heard the comment.

"Hey rye, have you heard?"

"Heard what? And where's James?"

Lei's eyes filled with tears. "He's dead Rye "Ryan hugged Lei she was like his little sister. A couple of months had passed and Lei thought of James. She'd been getting weaker as the days passed. The Monday after her doctor's appointment Ryan came over Lei hadn't been to school on Friday so he knew something was up. He knocked on Lei's apartment door. Know one had answered; worried Ryan opened the door and walked into the room. It was a mess, he heard sobbing coming from the bathroom He went down the hall and knocked on the door.

"Lei are you all right?" He asked

"Rye " Lei chocked out crying. Ryan knowing something was wrong kicked open the door to find blood everywhere. And leina huddled in a corner. "Lei" He said rushing to her side.

"Oh it hurts rye make the pain stop." Lei had slit her wrists with razor at her feet.

"What's wrong Lei why kill your self."

"Its all my fault he's dead. I shouldn't have been so stupid I shouldn't have accused him. I shouldn't have run into the street. I want to be with James but it hurts, maybe I don't want to die, its worse than having cancer again." She said in a wisped tears pouring down her face.

"Hang in there lei, I'm calling 911." Ryan ran out of the bathroom and called 911 half an hour later he was at her bed stroking her bandaged hand. Her face was pale.