Things unravel so damn quickly;
Friendships, pretendships,
Secrets and more.
So while I'm drowning in a personal Hell,
I'll pretend our relationship works real well.
Often erratic, always static,
Bitter sweet and an unwanted freak,
Happily glum and obnoxiously dumb,
I'm
Unrelentingly resentingly unravelling
As I find myself
Further from you.