Do You Even Care?

a/n: one shot ranting-in a bad mood and had to get it out –have fun

It’s been 15 days and already you’ve got someone new. You’ve replaced me so easily and you had even said you’d love me forever. Liar. I’ve been strong for a while but tonight my heart is bleeding. Do you even care?

You helped me ruin my life and left me to fend for myself. You lied to me and threw everything we had away. I would have done anything for you but you left me. You left me the instant you lied to me and I was too dumb to see it. Normally I can read you like a book. I’m crying at my own stupidity. Do you even care?

I’m happy, I’ll admit but tonight its just too hard. You’ve forgotten me already. I thought I was everything to you. Did you lie every time you held me and said you loved me? I suppose it doesn’t matter anymore, my heart’s just a little harder, a little colder. I always knew I wasn’t good enough. I’m alone and scared now. Do you even care?

I want to be free of you, I want to forget you. Like you forgot me. How can it be so easy? You were my first love, please don’t let you be my last. I don’t want to be this pathetic. I want a chance to say good-bye, to get some answers. Something you never gave me. Do you even care?

I give up on you now. I don’t think you ever really cared. I won’t let that take anymore of my life away. Enough has been stolen. You never gave me closure so I’ll do it myself. My heart is bandanged, my tears are dry and I have nothing to fear. So goodbye, my angel. Does it matter if you care? No. Because I don’t anymore either.

A/n: yeah so its sad-I feel better-thanks!