Am I unworthy?
Am I unworthy of love?
Am I destined to go through this world alone?
I try to find love
I open up to them
But I am rejected..
Always rejected
Whether it is bluntly
Or Nicely
..it is all the same
People constantly tell me to be myself
And to go out in the world and meet new people
But that isn't being myself..
I can't just go out and do that
I'm not a "social butterfly"
People who say this do not know me..
Either that..
Or they don't give a damn about me
They just want me out of their way
Why won't anyone ever give me a chance
That is all I ask
I just want someone beside me
I don't want to be alone anymore
I don't want to be unworthy
I want to find someone who makes me feel worthy
I thought I had...
But I'm just a friend
Forever a friend
But that's better than not having known her at all
For this unworthy one...

"Dedicated to someone very special to me..who doesn't see me that way"