*How many times did I hurt you?*
*How many times did I cause you pain?*
*How many times was I left lonely?*
*Left to stand alone in the rain?*
*I remember many times*
*When I did the wrong thing*
*To you I became a Black Knight*
*Instead of a loving Prince or King*
*Many times you got mad at me*
*And it was my fault you did*
*You built up so much anger*
*I was afraid you'd burst your lid*
*But you kept it all inside*
*Where it eat at you daily*
*I've been there before, babe*
*And personally it mad me crazy*
*I'm so very sorry*
*For any pain I brought to your life*
*But I am definitely not sorry*
*For imagining you as my wife*
*I named you my Queen of Hearts*
*And told you that this was meant to be*
*I was always there when you needed someone*
*But still you never trusted me*
*I still think of you*
*And the great things we would do*
*And even when you told me you were going to leave*
*I still stayed close giving my love unconditionally to you*
*But time has gone*
*It seems faster than before*
*The time for your leaving has come*
*And I don't know if I can go on anymore*
*I had to come and wish you farewell*
*If I didn't I'd regret it for the rest of my life*
*Anything that had been said had to be re-said.*
*And anything that hadn't had to be brought to life*
*And so, now where both here, at the departure door*
*And we've both paused to stand*
*I watched as you took from your pocket the Queen of Hearts*
*And sadly placed it back in my hand*
*If anyone person was watching*
*Maybe they did no see, or chose not to speak*
*As they saw a cold and silent tear*
*Roll slowly down my cheek*
*All through my mind*
*The good memories of us ran*
*Moments when we held each other close*
*And moments when we walked hand and hand*
*But as I went to hug you*
*I saw your eyes now terribly cold*
*And I knew deep down that I'd never again*
*Sadly have you to hold*
*Many watched in silence*
*As I slowly bent near*
*I don't know if they heard me whisper*
*"I will always love you." Into your ear*
*I reached out and touched your face*
*Then I quietly started to cry*
*You then backed away from me*
*And smiled a final goodbye*
*Just then, for the first time in ages*
*I felt well and truly alone*
*And I knew my life was going to be very empty*
*As without you I now went home*
*I knew I'd find someone else*
*But it would take me a while before I do*
*And hopefully God would bless me*
*With a person I could love, and would love me too*
*Maybe from here things would actually get better*
*Maybe from here I'd feel happy and free*
*But if I ever did get a new girlfriend*
*How would I ever explain you and me?*
*But as you turned away from me*
*And headed towards the departure door*
*I couldn't help but remember all the fun we had*
*But I also knew that there would be no more*
*And as you made it to the departure door*
*One last time you turned to me*
*And I knew that you'd be happy in whatever you did*
*And that you'd never forget about me*
*You smiled and waved, then turned and left*
*I lingered for a while, and watched the departure of the Jet*
*And then I smiled to myself as I realized*
*My life wasn't over yet.*