My feelings for you have been revealed

But the thoughts in my mind have yet to cease

What I feel is like a disease

Your voice repeats

And what they've said echoes in my mind

Insomnia has swept me away

And it takes forever for their laughter to fade

I scream in silence for what you'll never know

And cry my tears of pain for what you do know

My heart has shrunk

For everytime you've been so clueless

And how they've over looked my struggle with self-hatred

What you see everyday

Is something that disappears at night

And gets lost in the void in my mind

Everytime I close my eyes

Your face becomes so alive

And the happiness I've wanted to feel slips further down the line

But this will continue

Until you understand

Whats really inside

...my mind