I never asked for this feeling
I never thought any of it could last
I never knew how I felt until the day that I lost you
You were gone. I was lost
I thought I could live on the darkest of the gardens roses
I wasn't looking for love
But you came and made my emotions take over my heart
All at once.
Now I want to act like it was nothing
Like it was silly of me to believe in love again
I never want to open my heart out of fear of hurting myself
That's selfish, I know. But it is me
I know you don't ask for letters
But I write them to you willingly
If only I'd talked to your face I'd know were to start with us
But I can't. I don't dare try
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
I'll sit and watch time go by
And one day, when enough time has gone, to you I will return
And maybe - just maybe - we can try again
Nah. Don't count on it