No more
 

Her eyes so naturally corrupted
By her will to live
She sees hate where there is love
And love where there is only hate

I miss my friend,
As I lost her that day,
Although I am sure,
I did not know
Into later months in which it was too late

She doesn’t call, she doesn’t knock on my door
She’s gone forever, just a memory if anything
She’ll never be the same girl I new,
She’ll never be that friend I treasured
She’ll never be able to see me, or who I am today
Blinded by my love for her, now only emptyness remains

No more will she come to me for comfort
No more will she laugh with me, making jokes about the world
No more will she comfort me, from my biggest self-doubt or fears
I lost my friend that day
That dreadful day
That I have come to only hate

I was warned that this day might happen
A few years before, and perhaps every day between
But I couldn’t listen, my hope was something more
Their hateful words, their judgments, but more their realistic wisdom’s truth
But I would say, No one could see her inner beauty like I
They are only blinded by her temptation of what she missing more
Maybe I was only one that couldn’t see

But now I am crying on the floor
Every day, haunted by her image in my heart
I lost my friend, she will never return
They were right, I hope they are happy now
For they killed my friend, with their simple hopeless words

Her pain was something that I couldn’t take
Our jokes weren’t enough to make her whole
Holding her as she cried, wasn’t enough to show her I loved her
But now I am empty of that hope, the hope that made me someone
So now I know, now I dont believe,
It’s even possible for me
To ever be whole