Not meant to be

Did I really believe I could make you love me?
Was I that naive?
Was I that stupid?
I was young
I was in love - with you
I risked everything I had
I risked everything you had
but together - I thought - we could create something
Was I really so dumb to believe that?
Was it really me?
Did you leave me because of that?
Today I am over it
Absolutely over it - over you
Back then I only wanted to die
Didn't want to live without you
Was I really so stupid to believe you would never leave me?
Did I think our relationship had a future?
Today I know that I did know you didn't love me
I knew you would leave me
I knew what we had was nothing
Today I know what people say is right; love makes you blind
I was so blind I couldn't see who you really were;
Just my teacher.

Written by Sleeplessdreamer42