Will Anyone Remember, Will Anyone Cry?

I have always been thinking this question for a while now. If I die, will anyone miss me? I asked some people and they said yes. But I think they're lying. To only prove my point I would have to kill myself. But then I would know if anyone missed me. I have done so many things to end my friendship with so many people. Maybe I don't deserve to have someone to talk to. Maybe I was supposed to take on the world by myself, and no one at my side. I might as well just see if anyone would miss me just by pulling this trigger at my head. But who will tell me who cried at my funeral, or had any emotional break down for me. I have a guess, no one. Well some may cry, but they will only cry to the fake me, the me that everybody loves and hates. But after that tragic moment they will forget about me. It would be like Melissa Who? So I will not be remembered, and no one has cared for me. I will live my life alone and live my afterlife alone. Ah, so alone, but I enjoy my privacy.