we never were and never

will be; it’s deathly true

i’m trapped inside the past

i’m sick of holding you

it’s not enough to see

a glimpse, so far away

a mile of thoughts and what

i never dared to say

do you remember when

we smiled, and laughed, and spoke?

invisible connection

one day, somehow, it broke

i never could forget

for you still linger on

only memory is left

a night without its dawn

i’ve lost myself before

inside your quiet eyes

you look away; to her,

and something in me dies

i still remember bliss

for oh, how hard i fell

far too much, i know

i still remember well

unspoken words are most

painful when time has passed

it’s been so long now, why

did you decide to last?

but you won’t know of what

my heart still feels because

i ache when i look back

and see what never was

but still, you slumber on

protected in my mind

i dare not let you out

for fear of what i’d find

you’ll never know of this

for i will never tell

but with you, i know of heaven

and am assured of hell