Distance

An empty void surrounds me,
I can't see where to go.
Lost in this desert of darkness,
Light won't ever reach me.

I've wandered around for ages,
Looking for a way to escape.
This place is meant to confuse the mind,
There's no exit in sight.

All alone for eternity,
Wandering this empty world.
I cannot fall or rest my tired limbs,
No one would help me up.

Finally I must give up,
I knew I'd someday fall.
So I shall die here in this void,
Staring at the exit that lies beyond my reach.

Sorry, I know it's depressing. You see recently I discovered that for over a year I've been the center of a very cruel joke and it's left me in a state where I just can't fight anymore. I'm trapped within myself and I really feel worthless...if it weren't for my poems and stories I probably would be dead now. There are two reasons I wrote this...the first is because it describes who I feel right now and the second reason was so that the people out there who feel like dying but everyone's telling them life will get better will know that they're not the only ones who don't want to hear it. I've been hearing it a lot lately. I'd like nothing more than to die right now...but what would the point be. I mean sure it'd put an end to the pain you feel but then you can't enjoy your life without the pain because you'd be dead. It's something to think about...thanks for reading. ~Frozen Midnight~