A/N More depressing stuff....bleh
9/3/03
Uncertin
It hurts
You know
Not trusting them
Who trust me
But memories
Of a life past
Of betrayal and hurt
Haunt me now
Never releasing their hold
On my heart
They pain me
And make me
Doubt
My friends
I fear I do not know
What to do
About this
This pain; fear
I fear this doubt
I fear to trust
I fear too much

It's been too long
Long without doubt
That I no longer
Remember
Remember what it was like
Not to doubt
Those I supposedly trust

Trust
What a word
Something I will never know
Some may trust
But I will not
Because betrayal is so clear
So clear

So now I turn
Pretend to trust
Pretend and smile
Hope the fear will not hold
Nothing can help me now
Except myself
I go now
To try to correct this problem
So leave me in peace
Peace