I miss you my friend

I miss you my dear

Away from this dump

Away running free

Want to escape

Want to be free

Want to be you

Hate being me

I ruin almost everything

With the simplest of touches

But you make it magical

So unique n special

With all that you’ll see

With all that you’ll be

All you shall change

Become stranger to me

Your part of my roots

Where I came from

No matter where I go

Some part to you belong

With you I have grown

Changed and developed

Admitted myself

To who I may be

Loyal, can trust

Share secrets and thoughts

About things in our life

After people we lust

Part of me now

Does understand

We’re all growing up

Stepping towards the future

The past it has gone

Only I do hold on

Refusal to budge

But with the slightest of nudges

I’m looking ahead

Seeing what’s there

And thanking you kindly

For all your love and care

So now this new me

Has moved up in the world

Wears her hair down

All styled and curled

I’ve grown up again

And yes I have changed

But only for better

No more dark thoughts

Looking ahead

Staring life in the eyes

Letting it see in my soul

I’ve nothing to hide

I’m scared

I feel lonely

But hope it won’t last long

Because I’m feeling so positive

New lease of life

No more thoughts of death

I’ve something to live for

For that, I’ll have you guess

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