"Frustrations" (or "I want you to know.")
9.5.03

I want to know you.

Wonder, do you want to know
me?

I'm at a loss. I've felt
mean, impossible, mad, elated, sad

And it's all for
you.

But I'm also feeling
stupid and embarassed,
and that's for you
too.

I'm at a loss, because I can't
figure out the
correct words, the
right syllables that would make
me happy again.

I want
you
to be happy, too.

I want
to know you.

Trying to find a medium
to express all this
babble.

I think I'll stick to
art. Because we connect
best that way.

But I'm still feeling
foolish.

I'm throwing everything
Up in the air.
I'll catch whatever I can.

I'm giving everything
to you.