Never Thought

Never thought I'd feel so angry

Never thought I'd feel this much hate

Never though I acted so crazy

But I just can't ease the pain.

Never though she'd take it

The way she blew up in my face.

Never though I'd shed so much tears,

To feel them burning down my cheeks.

No one can take away this pain thats driving me crazy, no blood pumping through my veins. I just can't see past the darkness, I can't escape from this prison I live.

Never though I wouldn't be loved, to not be supported all the way.

Never though all this could backfire

Never though you'd fuck with my brain.

I never thought I'd see you so heartless, like a demon devouring it's prey.

Never though I'd feel so alone

Never though I'd fall so silent

under the wrath of your words.

Never thought I'd feel far away,

from a world I've been on since birth.

I never thought you'd act this way.....to disbelieve the truth.

I never thought you'd see me any diffrent,

from what you wanted me to be.

Never though I'd burn with desire

Never thought I wouldn't be the same.

I never thought you'd stop loving me.

But now I see.....

I thought wrong