This Nothing

Welcome to this nothing
Where I’m forced to search for the unknown.
Deprived of my existence
While I drift further into
This black abyss of my self-loathing...
...This Nothing.

Surrounding me like a phantom
Where I reach for the unfamiliar.
Denied of my reality,
While I look for a reason.
In this purgatory...
...This Nothing.

Spreading like a cold fire
As I give up on the unheard of.
Abjured of my dreams,
Surrendering to the darkness that takes me
Deeper into this black abyss...
...This world.
...This Nothing.