Opposite of Life

Why is it that people say
that Life is the opposite of Death?

That is not the way,
Birth is the opposite of Death,
Not life.

Life is just there
to cause pain
and suffering.

Birth is Purgatory,
Life is the hell
that society has created.

And Death...
Death is the conclusion
to the maddness,
The end.
The peaceful finale!

Birth you are confused,
Life you are angry
and depressed,
then death you are
ever so happy.

One little lead bullet
would be all it would take.

But, that is the
easy way out ...
the cheap way...

I prefer the blade.
A simple, cool piece
of sharpened metal.

The feel of the sharp metal
against my soft flesh
is a sensation
that one rarely has.
It is a truely blissfull
and serene feeling.

Drawing the metal across
as it penetrates
and rips the soft flesh...
Seeing and feeling
the warm crimson droplets
raise up is pure "ecstasy."

The everyday pain
starts to subside
as the thick, sticky,
crimson liquid
runs down the
soft pale flesh
and cool metal
of the blade.

It all feels so right...
I never draw
the sharpened
metal deep enough
to kill...

Just hard enough
to release the pain
and stress
of the day...