I say to you
"please don't reduce me to tears once more
don't ignore my presence!!"
why won't you look at me
when I'm right here??
why are you pretending
like you don't even care??
I scream at you
"Please! Please!
DON'T KEEP LOOKING AWAY!
YOU SAID YOU CARED ABOUT ME
YOU SAID EACH DAY YOU'D PRAY
FOR ME!!"
but...as I look at you
through this window
in this door
I only see your profile
and...I'm in denial that
you're ignoring me..