You got me pink roses

(You didn’t ask about it,

I would have suggested

Something else)

I didn’t want to wear them

Didn’t want to

Raise your hopes

Any higher than they already were

So I tried

To be nice about it

Saying that

I didn’t really want

To wear the corsage

But apparently that

Too

Was a wrong decision

As is every other decision I’ve ever made

Ever will make

And now I’m the bad guy

Which really sucks

Because

I don’t know

I guess I want you to hate me

But instead

Everyone else in the world

Hates me

But not you

Damn your forgiving nature

I didn’t want to dance with you

I’m such a coward

I hid behind my friends all night

You tried to find me but

I didn’t want to be found

But inevitably you did find me

I hate myself

I’m such a loser

I really don’t see

How anyone

Let alone you

Could see anything

Desirable

In me

I’m so bitter

I guess it’s just better

If I don’t have my friends anymore

It’s not like I deserved them anyway