…This is a spur of the moment thing, really. I just couldn’t hide my feelings and had to put it in words. …For a very special person….

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Lost in Darkness

I can’t move

I can’t see

I can’t live knowing

You’re not next to me

I can’t think

I can’t breathe

I can’t feel your love

Inside of me

Confusion is running through my mind

The hurt it courses through my veins

Desperation is filling my soul

Only a small flicker of hope remains

I’m falling

Falling deeper into myself

I’m drifting

Drifting farther into that sea

Of darkness

Where am I?

Why am I here?

When can I stop

Shedding these stinging tears?

I’m lost and alone

All my senses are numb

I can’t even remember

The person I once was

The pain is taking over

I’m screaming out in pain

Tears of agony stream down my face

Fearing I may never see you again.

I’m crying

Crying for the one that I love

I’m drowning

Drowning in that sea

Of darkness

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me crying out to you?

Will you save me?

Will you save me from this despair?

I’m fading

Fading from everything I know

I’m dying

Dying in that sea

Of darkness