Once again I can feel the pain.
And ofcourse it all will remain the same.
The feelings bearing within my heart.
The trifle words said far apart.

I've noticed many things.
Lots of them include you.
With every step, with every way.
I'm always lost within you.

I wish I could get you away from me.
But if I did, I'll forget that love.
I really want to, and i've tried.
But your eyes are just keeping me up.

You want to be friends right?
Or not,because i'm mixed..
Or is it that you will never like me..
In the way I want things fixed.

I don't really know the truth.
Part of which, you will deny.
And What the hell could I possibly tell you.
I mean, I've only known you for 2years..

I wonder if you got the joke yesterday.
About Vanilla and chocolate.
Where the pudding served a boundary between us.
Did you get the joke at all?

If you did, you probably wouldn't respond.
Infact your to proper to even care.
I guess that makes me childish.
In this drama hell of a world.

Everyone always says, theres a new day..
If it is so new..then why does it sill remain the same.
Things sometimes change, I will admit that.
But my heart has not yet to let go of you yet.

Even after I have skipped the thought..
Sometimes I lie awake at home.
While i'm sitting in my bed.
I'm always wondering and thinking of you.
And all the things I should have said.

But what I say will not matter at all..
Nothing can change your mind.
You are the only person who can do that.
I have no choice or the time.

You obviously enjoy your skin color.
You just couldn't have caramel.
That's rich and healthy for your mind.
That flavor doesn't qwench your thirst, does it?

You don't even see whats on the inside.
All you see is the outside on my side.
Which part I wanted to share with you.
But I guess that will have to change.

I'm the only one thinking these things.
And I feel pathetic all the way.
But I just have to get everything out.
Whether I tell you how I feel..or show you in a way.

I wish.. I would have never loved you.
Because I can't be myself anymore.
I act as though, I always need attention.
And as though,I want you so.

Can you tell that i'm obsessed with you?
I know you've noticed.
Do you even care?
I see you staring at me, though.
And I stare back, lost within your pools..
Then sometimes I stare to much, and tend to look away.

Those soft beautiful eyes..
Your wonderful face..
dear god, I love you boy!
You actually make me smile, when I see your face.

Why oh why do you have to be racist.
I was hoping and saying that this was my chance.
I've finally found mr romantic.
and it would have been so..if you lost just one thing.
The fact that your racsit, and you don't want me.

I hate that when I see you all I get is a Hi.
no hug, no hand shake...not even a goodbye.
It's like i'm there,but just not very noticable.
maybe I am unattractive.. I don't have that womans love.

Does my expression tell you anything?
Do my lips not speak, for then you will see?
I tried...you know.
Everything I ever knew.. But nothing worked at all.

I tried to please you, amuse you atleast.
I even tried to get close to you.
But nothing could over take the damage I had to see..

That's all there is there...I wish I could say there'll be more.