Smile! You're On Can Do Camera! Chap 4

~ hi guys sorry I haven't updated on a while anyway this Chapter is Kyan's POV and I wanted to say please don't kill me David! ~

Damn it. My mom isn't home, probably went to her boyfriend's house. I really don't give a shit if she comes home at all. I have to get to 'work' anyway. I wish things were the way the were, before...

~Flash Back~

Damn him...

How could we look exactly a like and be so different?

How could he be so wonderful and I so vile? How could he be so pure and I so degrading?

How could I have fallen...oh so madly in love with my own twin brother?

I'm going to condemn us both to Hell at this rate...

But... I... I can't help it...

I love him.

I gazed at his perfect image that lay on his stomach drooling into his pillow. I giggled slightly, Orion was so adorable. He looked so content... and all I want to do right now is... NO!

Well, he's a sound sleeper I could probably... I mean... well...

I walked over to his side, and caressed his cheek.

"Please forgive me my brother, my twin, my love... my Orion..." I whispered as I gently pulled the covers off him.

Kyan's Shoulder angel: HAVE YOU NO SHAME YOU BASTARD!?

Kyan's shoulder devil: Awww for crying out loud, he needs a release, let him...I say fuck you conscious!

Angel: EXCUSE ME DEVIL-BOY?!

Devil: YOU HEARD ME SHOULDER ANGEL FROM THE ABISS OF PERFECTION!

Angel: ^-^ thank you

BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP!

Orion moaned softly in his sleep, my breath became heavier, faster. I slipped off his boxers he was wearing and took off my own pants. I straddled my brother and kissed his neck and down his back. I was about to push into him when...

My father opened the door to our room. He looked at the scene before him then at me, eyes wide and I paled. His gaze narrowed and he glared at me.

"Get out." he growled.

I blinked at him getting up and getting my pants, slipping them back on.

"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! YOU'RE DEAD TO ME KYAN!"

Orion had woken up by now, and was trying to grasp the situation. He grabbed for the blanket and covered himself.

Our father hugged Orion tightly, he was asking him if he was ok, if he was hurt. I grabbed a few of my possessions, some clothes and threw it all in a bag. I slung the bag over my shoulder and ran my fingers through my hair. I turned to look at them as I reached the door of the room. My father gave me a look of pure hatred and Orion looked confused and upset. I saw him mouth my name before I turned away and abandoned my home for the darkness of the night.

I am such an idiot... I screwed up royally this time, I just... lost control.

~End Flash Back~

I remember that later my mother found me on the streets later and said that she didn't care what had happened, I was still her son and she would always love me. My mother and father got divorced because of my stupidity and lack of control. My father regards Orion as an only child now.

But I deserve to be shunned, I was such a bastard. I am an abomination.

But...

Damn it, I love him.

Is that so wrong? Is it truly a sin to love? I was born side by side with the love of my life but I didn't ask to be.

Is it wrong to be happy?

I was being selfish before... I really want Orion to be happy, no matter what.

I don't deserve happiness.

~

I shoved the money I had just earned in my pocket and headed down the main street. Shit... I saw Ataerka Marez headed towards me. Where could I hide?!

There was a pull on my wrist and I was dragged into a alley way. I looked up at the person who had done so and I realized it was Maerka, Maerka Marez. I was about to scream but he covered my mouth.

"You idiot! Do you want my brother to here you?" he whispered to me.

We waited in the shadowy alley till Ataerka passed when Maerka let go of me.

"Why did you?" I started but he cut me off.

He grabbed my arm, "Come with me."

~ ok it wasn't what you expected, right? But Kyan isn't bad he just made a big mistake. Anyway read review and read 72 Hours! ~