I’m sorry for the lies I’ve told,

For the pain I’ve caused you all,

For my single guilty pleasure

I promised I’d forsake

But you see, I cannot do that

Stop just like I said.

It’s driving me insane

And yes, I have been lying

I’m not worthy of your time

And yes I cause you pain

I’m not worthy of your love

But I cannot just go crazy

This is something I must do

It consumes my thoughts

It consumes my dreams

I just want my release

My sanity to stay

And I don’t want to tell you

But I want you to know

And you want to know

And all of this is just too much

For me to take