Fade

You were more of a reason than reason itself, more obsession than affection.

Fixation, flirtation, confinement, containment. Escape.

A face so beautiful and cruel, so smooth and twisted, a beauty I would live for, die for, kill for.

Dying, crying, lying, flying. Trapped.

Night so deep and dark, moon casting a blue light, sparkles in your eyes, a halo on your head. My angel, my devil, my savior, my hell.

Destruction, absolution, confusion, illusion. Lies.

Feelings so strong and painful, knives sliding peacefully through my heart, blood streaming silently from my eyes. Your eyes drilling, probing, killing my being. Laughing at me.

Tears, fear, near, here. Disbelief.

Obsess, twist, sparkle, silence.

Love.

Which is why I have to go.

Fade, die, leave, fly. Forever