This is what happens when you get bored before classes. Feeling a certain annoyance to certain immaturity of certain people. Or I’m just a little irritated.

            Things have been slow for so long now. I have been sitting back and watching people’s lives go by, my friends’ lives. Can I really say they are my friends? We rarely talk and we’re both caught up in our own worlds. They have their school, their drama and I have my studies. I say let them worry about Sadie Hawkins and Prom like those things will matter 5 years from now. I’ll stick to my exams. School and work are my life now, I try to make room for friends but they haven’t made room for me. It works I suppose, so many things of high school seem so immature now. College is a whole new world guys, your high school is too sheltered so grow up. You’re going to find out that if you’re depressed people will not care. Learn to get along without help from others. You’re reaching a point at which you can take care of yourself. Feel free to ask for advice but it’s your problem any way you look at it. Your idealistic views and childish outlook on the world and what’s happening isn’t going to cut it out here. Your thoughts of hope and inspiration don’t mean a whole lot, you learn to keep them to yourself and maybe even dare to nurture them a little. Its not a bad thing, the real world is simply harsh. It has its upsides, I have mine but you have to find your own.

            I write this to warn you, I feel you need it. I’m not implying I’m better than you, simply more experienced. Life if different outside your sheltered and happy little worlds, they’re real. They’re better. So grow up children because you’re not ready for the real world.