I feel these things inside me

I know not what to do

My every thought throughout the day

All does lead to you!

In constant comparison

With everyone I meet

But I swear no one could step

Into the place left by your feet

I know that you don’t feel it

Nor wish to know this fact

I have at least attempted

To tell you I won’t act

Yes, I admit I feel it

No way can I change that

I’m stuck here in my heart

Listening to a cat

Purring with pleasure

Every time I think of you

Often I just want to reach in

And belt it with my shoe!

I am still angry that I feel this way

And I wish so much I would stop

But through my long and weary days

You’re the only answer I got

You are still here for me as a friend

And I have NO idea why

Often when I think of you

I just sit down and cry

I feel that I betrayed

Our friendship and your trust

And all it is based upon

Is animal instinct and lust

Ok, no true! I see lots more to you

Like how selfless and how kind

And, this is why I just,

Can’t get you out my mind!