Deceiving, Relieving,
Constantly heaving,
Stop me, start me,
I paid the fee…

I open my eyes,
And see all I despise…
Despise…

SHUT UP! FUCK THIS!
I HATE THIS! WHY CAN’T I JUST DIE?!?!

Looking, Hooking,
Always choking,
Hold me, Ignore me,
I’m on my knees…

When your with me,
I feel ok, for now, but…
But… no… NO!!

SHUT UP! FUCK THIS!
I HATE THIS! JUST LET ME DIE!!

Deliver, Sever,
Forever and never,
Touch me, Hit me,
I deserve it…

I close my eyes,
And I feel your touch,
But now your gone…

GONE FOREVER!
AND NEVER AGAIN,
SHALL I EVER PUT MYSELF THROUGH THIS!!
MISTAKES!
I WANT IT ALL TO END!!
END IT ALL!!

I regret everything…
Do nothing…
And I have nothing to regret…

Sound like a plan to me…