An ugly scar
Lingers on
Long after the pain has departed

A sickening reminder
Of what I did
Of how I hurt myself

A demon monster
Inside my soul
Eating away at my life

Scars on my wrist
My blood on the floor
I don't know how much longer I can stand it

Someone help me
Help me, please
Shoot me, kill me, anything

Lock me away
Kill my body
Put me out of my misery

Curled in a corner
Never moving
Crying myself to sleep

How many times
Have I acted out that scene
Too many times to count

An undercurrent of death
Always present in my mind
And sometimes it shows to others

They shy away
And don't care
How much I suffer all the time

Nobody notices
Nobody cares
What did I expect?