Do Not be afraid for I am Waiting

As I lay comfortably on my back

Basking in the sun
Feeling the cool grass near my skin and
I think about you
How you seem to be glad all the time
How you seem to not get discouraged
How you took my directness as nothing
You put it behind you
But it has come back to haunt your steps
For I m still in love with you
You ignorance has done nothing to my eyes
Because I see it as an act
A disguise
And yet I cant help the way I feel
I can't stop it, though I have tried
It seems strange that one second I think of you as no one
The next, I want you to be mine
I wish that you were not so afraid of me
For I am just a lonely girl who needs some one to cry on
Someone to tell things to openly
Someone to hold me
Someone to wipe away my tears and make me forget
But alas you are afraid,
Afraid I might turn you down if you asked
Afraid of what your peers would say
Afraid for your self
And your feelings
And most of all, your heart
To me it's clear that you want me
But are condemned to yourself
And scared to speak you mind
I don't want you to be terrified of me
For I m just a lonely girl
Without someone to cry on
Without someone to tell my fears to
I guess unless one of us
Becomes the messenger between our hearts
We will both remain alone
We will both be condemned to a life of looking glasses
Watching other people live there life to the fullest while we stand outside
waiting for our own room to take form
We are to frightened of each other to take an action
But I still m here
Waiting till the ideal moment
When I will be able to make my move
I m here for you
Just as frightened and afraid as you