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Author: Swwigy
Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-26-03 - Updated: 10-26-03 - id:1432071
Father doesn’t listen,
And Mother tries so hard,
And I am such a failure,
Makes my sister look so good.

Family, Family, Everything,
For the family…

Father gets so angry,
And Mother uses hope,
I don’t know what to do,
When my sister seems to ignore me.

Family, Family… everything’s so wrong,
In the family…

Father can hold it back,
Mother sighs of relief,
I don’t know what to do,
Where is my sister…

Family, Family… looks like another,
Dysfunctional Family…

Father wants the best for me,
Mother does so too,
But I seem to always fail,
What about my sister?

Family, Family… My family,
Doesn’t listen to me…

Father wants me to do this,
And Mother wants me to do that,
But I seem to always fail,
Never ever like my sister…

Family, Family, Such a fucked up
Family…

Father tries his best,
Mother knows he never had one,
And I try to calm down,
While my sister seems out of the picture…

Family, Family, Nothing more,
Than a family…

Father is my role model,
Mother knows it to be true,
I hope she does at least,
And sister resembles him the most…

Family, Family… This is my family,
It’s all I have for family…

Father and Mother,
I know you try so hard…
But I try hard too,
And I know its not good enough,
But I’m so fucked up,
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to,
I can’t take much more of this,
All the guilt of my failure,
I feel the end is coming,
And I feel shit is dropping,
Dropping so hard, so fast,
Can’t stabilize this,
I’m sorry for the hole in the door,
I’m sorry for the slice in the chair,
I’m sorry for the broken lights,
I couldn’t hold it in!
Sister? Sister? SISTER?!
Where’s sister? Where is she?
What’s going on?
Why did everyone leave?
I didn’t mean to yell,
I was just defending myself,
I cant help becoming defensive,
Where are you? Where is everyone?
God Damnit come back,
Don’t fuck with me like this!
Come back! don’t give up on me!
I’ll do better, I’ll be better,
I swear my grades won’t slip again!
Father? Mother? Where are you?
WHERE ARE YOU!?!
WHERE ARE YOU!?!
WHERE ARE YOU!?!
WHERE ARE YOU!?!

Family, Family, Never was,
A family…



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