Heh, don't ask where this came from. In a way, it's me ranting, in another way it's some secluded girl wanting to reek havoc on the world. But, take it as you wish - I was mainly bored in study hall.

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So now what? I hate this world, I hate everything about it. Everyone is scared, afraid, running from the truth. So what do I expect from them? To leave me alone! To let me burn away with despair! I want to hide away into the shadows, cast my misery from there! But do they let me? No! They hold me back, bind my wrists behind my back and shun me away. They should all die. They treat me like this, push around my hope, lock away my dreams. And they wonder why I hate them. So what if I chose not to care anymore? What if I just sit back and enjoy the show? I have the right to laugh out at their foolish attempts to live, to be the "popular" one or the "smart" one and the "beautiful" one. But I won't be one of them! I will never sink that low! No more trying, no more effort, no more nothing! I give up in this game of life! It's stupid and pointless and damn for nothing needed! Too much effort means too much stress and when that tinge of hope rounds the corner, the jar it up and ridicule the fact that someone actually believed that they could be tricked to have this "so called hope." Ha! Take that! I'll burn you all away from my mind! Forever more let me run into the shadows and meet my destiny in darkness! Let the flames engulf everything and seclude the earth into nothingness!
So now what will you do? Cry to your poor, pathetic leader of your country? Good luck! I'll kill all of them! All of them!! And there's nothing that I will let you do to stop me! Seriously, if you don't believe me, well...that's your own fault, not mine. Once the shadows are unleashed - you'll see. There will be no more "what ifs" and "now what's," just good..clean..darkness.

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Man, that was short. Ah well. I'm not in a bad mood anymore at least. I was when I started typing it. Mrr..oh well. I was going to say something else..*sigh* Damn.I forgot.

ShadowSpirit '03