I'm Okay

I can't even breath anymore
I can't stop shaking and my eyes are sore
My skin is itching to be ripped away
Do you feel better when you make me feel this way
I know that I'm a fuck up and a freak
I know that I'm so fucking weak
And I wish you had an abortion as much as you
Maybe you wouldn't hate me...but I can't explain it to you
I go out of my way to hate myself already
I don't need you to point out every flaw to me
I'm tripping and slipping and falling
But you get off seeing me crawling
Don't you, you stupid bitch
I need my blade to cure this itch
I don't even feel like myself anymore
Lock myself behind my door
I can't be as lost as the person I see in the mirror
I refuse to acknowledge that I'm so controlled by my fear
But I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
Just as long as I can ignore what me this way

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AN:blah i'm pathetic >_ Review if you want