I feel, I smell, I hear, I taste but I do not see

I don't see you or anybody else
I see past you and everybody else
I see the beauty in everything else
Even on a cold nasty rainy day
I still see the beauty in it

I feel out of place
I see and seek greater things
I have the feeling of not belonging here
Outplace is what I am

I smell the richness in everything
The smell of you
The smell of a flower
It all smells to rich, to beautiful
Everyone smells unique and so good
I have no smell
I leave nothing of my presence behind
But my love that I feel specially for you and everyone else

I hear the smoothness in your voice like ice covering a pond
I hear the emotions in your and everyone's voice
I hear the endless sounds around me
They are soft and loving no matter how evil they seem to some
The sound of my voice seems so outplace in your mind
Like it doesn't belong here or anywhere else

I taste the wonderfulness in you and everything else
The taste stays with me imprinting lifetime memories
You try to taste me
Wanting the tiny bliss to last a moment longer
But it never will

Because I can feel, smell, hear, taste but cannot see
I am nothing because I don't belong in a world so grand
I am nothing because I don't belong in your arms even know I want too
I am nothing because I'm loved but not loved
I am nothing because everyone fears me but you