I knew Lucky's eyes very well. They matched absolutely perfectly,
both in that bright blue shade that looks almost fake. Lucky's are real.
She has no money to waste on those colored contacts that they advertise in
the beat-up magazines that we read. They're always beat up by the time we
get them. Lucky likes to look at the celebrities and pretend that she is
one. I'm not supposed to know that, but I read her journal last night. I
shouldn't have, but I needed to know why she always gets that dreamy look
in her eyes when we stop talking for a second.
Her eyes look like this pretty, big, blue marble that I had when I
was little. My mom gave it to me. I remember my mom. After the accident,
when they brought me here, I still had that marble in my hand. In fact, I
met Lucky because of that marble. Some older kids had stolen it and beaten
me up. I saw Lucky and looked into her eyes and felt like I had found my
marble again. She was older than me and had been here longer than me. Her
eyes turned warmer and she asked if I was okay.
Some days, her eyes are sad. It was a few months ago when Timmy
Connors made fun of her at the school dance and she cried. Her eyes got
all watery like a big blue ocean and then she cried. And just last night,
when she performed in the talent show, they did that again. I thought she
was good and I don't know why they booed her offstage.
It makes me sad to see her eyes like that. But today her eyes make
me even sadder. Even as they sparkle in the light from the lamp by my bed,
full of happiness and excitement and anticipation, they make me sad.
Lucky is leaving. So are her eyes.