Initiation

The world has seen its last October,

Destruction lulls you all to sleep.

I stand alone in being sober,

Of the evil that you reap.

Human laughter stained in mockery,

Born, selfish from the start..

What repulsive apathy,

Could create such a promiscuous heart.

So teach me of your sordid ways,

Why should I be on my own.

What pasture of filth have I yet to graze,

So as to not be all alone.

To which morals should I acquiesce,

Yours? My heart would not allow…

I want the world to fuck me senseless,

With no love, I  join you now.